Mr Leow , is leaving today . Kind of miss him man !!! He is such a good teacher . And we know why he is leaving . Cause of HIM , so idiot lah !!!! I hate HIM to the core man !!!! Physic student each wrote some farewell notes for him and gave it to him as a memories . For return , he gave us chocolate :D After school , went lunch with him and chat alot with him too ... I am sure will miss him when time goes by lah ... Take care of yourself and stay happy !!! Must miss us arhx :D

I have lots of problem , but no one to turn to . Or should i said i don wish anyone to know , all to be kept in my heart ......

Watch 10 Promises To My Dog with Baby yesterday . Before that , early in the morning , went for math remedial . Teacher nag at Me and JiaJian for not going her remedial on Friday . But i have valid reason , cause i went to my Art . But JiaJian has no reason and was nag more . Hahas =X Lesson end at 2pm plus . Stamford was damn angry because teacher wants him to stay back but we dont have to . Off to meet Baby . Fall asleep when watching television . Baby wake me up at 4.30pm . Then went to check if there is space for the movie . Then he went to prepare while i play some sketches game on the internet . It was introduce by Baby . Like you will be given one word and you are to draw it out and let people guess . There was this person name Anoyomous , when it was his turn to draw , he will always draw porn and not the word he was given . Idiot lorr !!! When Baby finish bathing , i also went to prepare . Leave his house at around 5.30pm if i am not wrong =X Saw Shirley and Jonathan too :D Before the show start , i ask Baby ' later if i cry how arhx ?? ' He said " Oh , then dont cry so loud lor -_-" " Overall , the show is sad but i did not cry . Brave hor ??? (actually i bear with it , scared later Baby laugh at me ) and it is worth watching !!!! Must go watch :D Separate ways with them . Baby and I went to eat . After eating , went to buy ice-cream . Then Home Sweet Homw :D I LOVES MY BABY ALOT !!!!!

Have not blog for a long time due to school . Have been staying back almost everyday with ChenHong , HuiNa , Sister and Baby to do our art . HuiNa , Sister and Baby help me and ChenHong to paint :D Thanks Lots !!!! Stay until 5pm plus 6pm everyday till our O level ends . We will have normal lesson , then everyday after school , there will be a small group study from 2.3pm to 6pm . Tired :O Remember during 1 of our Chemistry practical , i broke 2 boiling tube for just only one part of the question . After breaking the second boiling tube , i decided to stop doing just in case i break it again . Till today , i have already finish painting my background , and also start to do my 2D pictures :D Hopefully can finish before the deadline . That's all for . Bye peeps :D

I LOVES MY BABY !!! *Muack*

Happy 13 months anniversary Baby !!! As it was a weekday and we have school the next day , we did not celebrate . Anyway , i thanks Baby for being there for me , whether i am sad , happy , troubled , he will just be there by my side to share it with me . I felt so happy being with him . Although we always quarrel , but we will solve it together , i believe this is just a problem we have to face in a relationship . And we manage to overcome it together . I hope that you truely love me , and it is not a lie when saying you really love me . I hope that no lies from you . And you will really cherish this relationship , cherish me . And lastly , i hope that by one day , i can really trust you fully and hope you can too :D I LOVES YOU !!! HOPE WE CAN LAST LONG !!!

Long time since i last blog .... Just summarise what i did this few days . Went to work with Baby on Friday , Saturday and Sunday . Was tiring , perspiring like hell !!! Had a big quarrel with Baby , i know it is my fault . But i dont know why , he dont want to talk to me . I have no one to turn to , i felt so helpless at that time and so , I HURT MYSELF !!! Yesh , this is the first time i hurt myself ..... Whatever it is , everything is over le and we are fine :D I STILL LOVES HIM ALOT !!!!!



School reopen TODAY !!!!! So bored .... Lack of sleep !!! Went to bus-stop and a mosquito or fly kiss my neck and face . Fuck !!! Get new time table and it start from today . Then bla bla bla ... After school went to Bubble Tea shop and went back school at 2.30pm for Physic Mock Test . Confirm , gurantee , plus chop chop will flunk this paper . So damn difficult and teacher still says easy .... Home Sweet Home after that :D

Happy Birthday to my Godson , ZhangQing :D Before that went to watch movie, KungFu Panda , with Baby . Then meet HuiNa at Tampines Mall mac . Then we went to take 15 to east coast . Reached East Coast and walk to the pit number . It is so far away lor . I walk till my leg so tired . Hahas !! Went Mac to buy ice cream and continue to walk . Saw Lam and Affia , they going to buy ice . They buy and go back le we still haven reach lorr . So long right !! Reached there , was like F.I.N.A.L.L.Y Went to play with Zhangqing . Carry him here and there , accompany him to play . He is so happy :D He become very cute and even know how to talk le . He keep molest me , touch my breast and keep want to use his tongue to kiss me . Hahas !!! So cute lorr . Whenever he do something wrong like drop his milk bottle , he will laugh until very happy . So cute la !!! 11.00pm , cut the cake . Then eat cake , talk talk . Then 12am plus , Home Sweet Home :D I LOVES MY BABY !!!! *Muack*

Drag myself out of bed today . So tired !!! Sister did not go school because she told me she was sick -_-''' Wait-ed for JiaJian at 222 bus stop for 30MIN !!! 7.30am he told me to wait for me . Awhile later he told me that he coming le . But 8.00AM then he REACHED LOR !!! Stupid *dulan* Went for math . Did practical for chemistry . So fun man !!! I break one test tube . I was washing the test tube , because i turn the tap too big and drop the test tube . Hahas !!! Was laughing away happily with Melinda . Miss Ang class broke totally 17 TEST TUBE :P Went outside to eat cause school have nothing to eat . Their Lasi Lemak only one egg , ikan bilis and one piece of cucumber -_- "' . Go back at around 10.45am and went to do our Physic practical . Teacher off the fan so that it will not affect our result but we were all complain hot and perspiring like mad !!! After Physic , went to math remedial . Then to Chemistry as teacher want to demo our practical with us . Went back to math again . Stay till 3.00pm plus . Home Sweet Home !!! Tired .
Jiajian . Stay happy . This is the obstacle between the two of you . You just have to face it . In every relationship , there is sure obstacle . This is just one of it . Sad is will de . But must be strong . There were be lot of obstacle for the both of you to face when times goes by . Cheer up :) It is your fault , no one to blame . If it is you , you will also be like her . So , dont ever do that again . Cheer up :D
Loves Baby !!! *missing* him :D Thanks for being there for me :)
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Yesterday went to meet Baby at around 3pm plus . Slack at his house all the way . Watch Doraemon . Then watch Zhou Ri Ba Dian Dang . Went to eat at 11.00pm . Then Home Sweet Home !!!

Today did not go anyway . Stay at home all the way . Watch television , play computer games . So bored man !! Tomorrow still got school . Sian .....

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Bored !!!! Went to school early in the morning . Wait-ed for PohSuan at main gate and went for art . Went to trace for my final :D Yitze trace first , because there was only one projector so we can only take turn . Went to eat after YiTze finish tracing . Help ZhengChao to buy superman and cheese fries . Eat Cup noodle and drink water chestnut . Called ZhengChao as the shop is not open yet . HuiNa called and say " ZhengChao , superman fly away liao . " Hahas . HuiNa and SockYuan was sent home by the security guard because they wear slipper which was not allowed . Hahas . Went Art and help PohSuan to trace . When wanted to start trace mine , teacher call and ask us to go home dont do le . So PohSuan and ZhengChao jiu faster help me :D Went math after that , 1pm went to chemistry . Went home at 2.15pm with Stamford .

This few days of Math Camp , always with PohSuan cause Shirley sick so never come . So fun with her , we was like talking rubbish , joke around . Mad together during Chemistry remedial . Hehe :) Went to eat together . And she tells me alot of things about her pass and now :D Loves her :D

Baby , i just wants to says that my love for you will never change . Like what my blog song says " I'll will always love you " No matter what , may it be we went to different schools , or workforce , my love for you will never change .I hope i will last long with you . I wish to marry you :D To me , i really hope this relationship will be my last and really wish we were really last long :D I know you have change alot for me , i saw it and knew it too . I will make changes for you too , like my attitude problem :D Loves you !!!!

At night , Baby accomapny me go Simei to find Keith and Marcus . Keith is back from HongKong and he bought some stuff for me :D PohSuan , Xueling , Sister and Victor present was now with me . Will give to them when i saw them :D Went to EastPoint foodcourt to eat . Then Keith go Marcus house while Baby and Me went Tampines Mall . Wanted to catch a movie but the threatre was packed with people . So we went to walk around . We went TimeZone and saw many cute Baby :D Home Sweet Home at around 10.00pm plus .

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Connie Talbot album photo

Her smile is so sweet :D

Okays , I have change my blog song . It is by Connie Tablot . I' ll will always love you . I start to know who she is when i watch 超级星光大道 。Her singing was brilliant . She took part in a show named " Britain Got Talent " and she went in the final . One of the judge will even cry when she sang "Over The Rainbow" cause she was touched by her . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkcE6Vy-e6c view this website to hear her singing if you peeps are interested :D

Didnt went for math lesson today due to laziness . Poh suan also didnt go . Plan to go for chemistry remedial only but teacher cancel the lesson . Slack at home the whole days . Niece came to my house this afternoon and i play with her . She is so cute and talkative . Hahas :D At night went to tuition . Pohsuan and Xueling did not go . Tutor release us earlier and we went to Sun Plaza Park to play swing while waiting for chen hong dad to come and fetch him . We did something bad . Hahas :D *Evil* Home Sweet Home after that :D

OKays peeps !!! I am back :D Sorry for the late update . My giddy was recovering . I should said . Thanks People for the care . Loves you people *muack* F.I.N.A.L.L.Y when to school today =X Friends thought i act sick but people , I AM REALLY SICK . IS TRUE OKAYS !!!!! When math remedial and chem remedial . Home sweet Home after that .
I know you are angry . But what for sia ?? We were just playing only lorr . We did also called back you and ask you if you want anything . We are not that heartless , we just want to play with you what , What for angry and so serious about it sia . Forget it bah .. Actually thought that you are actually not that petty but i guess i am wrong . You told me before that you like to hang around with us instead of your last time friend because we wont so easily angry . But dont you think that you are that kind of people ??
Many things happen during this few days . Something happen one night that let me really heartbroken and disappointed with you . Thanks Cousin for telling me all those things to let me be clear and did not do foolish things . More Thankful to Baby for being there for me . Most thankful to my darl , for telling me the the information and comfort me . Really Thankful to all of you *Loves*
I know you feel irriated when we start calling you . But it is because we are worry for you . If we hack care you , do you think we will even bother to call you ?? You just dont understand how we feel . You should know that you are not like other people that can go out till very late , you also have your curfew . Hope you know . Mum will be worry for you , dont you think of her when you went home late ?? How worry will she be ?? I know you have grow up and wish to went home late . You can went home late , but have your limit . The time is already so late you know . Do you think we wish to make thing big or ugly ?? Is you force us to do it . You said you want us to trust you , but in the first place , did you tell mum where you really went ?? Hope you think it carefully and dont do it again anymore .

I dont know what i really did wrong that make you dont talk to me , attitude to me . Telling me to not hide things inside , share it with you but you ?? Hiding it inside also . It will just make me start to hide it inside too .Hope what you said you will do it okay ?? Hope we will last long bah . LOVES YOU :D

DARL , I BLOG LIAO !!!!! Hehe :D

Okays peeps , sorry for the late update because I AM SICK !!!!! I was about to go school , then suddenly i feel that the whole house is turning , and going to faint OMG !!! So i faster sit down and wake sister up . She asked me to go and rest , acutally wanna go school de , but i am really feeling unwell and feel like vomitting , very xinku , jiu went back to rest . The feeling really suck man !!! Till now , i am still not feeling well , will still feel giddy but just that dont feel like vomitting . Even when i am here blogging , the whole screen is like turning . I feel like a patient , lie on the bed , sleep , wake up eat , bathe then went back to lie down and sleep . Everyday routine . So bored , but no choice , lying down is the only way i will feel not giddy . Hope i faster get well man .. Gonna rest le .



Get well soon my godson , ZhanQing !!!!

I am tired !!! I need a break . When can i be able to solve the problem . I just cant be happy . Sorry !!!! LEAVE ME ALONE BAH .

Sorry Baby , i just cant make myself to smile . Is not i dont want . I dont wish to go and think , but the problem is not solve yet , it just cant make me feel any happy . I didnt told you what she told me is not because i dont want , is just because i know tears will start rolling down if i start to tell you . I dont wish to let you see . I keep everything inside is just because i dont wish to see you sad . SORRY !!! I seem to be a burden to you , i dont know why , you seem to look very stress this few days . I dont know why . I just cant stop making you worry for me . I am just a failure , a bad girlfriend . I AM SORRY !!!! I know you hurts seeing me like that , but i dont you will hurts more if i cry in front of you . I will just try to be happy in front of you . SORRY !!!


I hate to be alone , when i am alone , i will start to think of the problem . I really cannot do anything , i will just keep thinking to see if i can do anything to solve . Hais !!! People STOP telling me to stop thinking , when the problem is not solve , i just cant stop thinking . Start to think of that night scene , i just cant stop tearing . Seeing you like this , see your sad and disappointed face , i know i did something that hurts you and it hurt me too . My heart are deeply hurts . once again I AM SORRY !!!

In the first place , knowing that i have make a big mistake . Does not intend to tell you , wants to settle it by myself . Telling everyone not to let you know too . But i forget to tell one person and he went to tell you , at last you still know it . You are very sad , i knows . I make you cry so sadly . I am sorry . I know is my fault , i will settle it by myself . No matter what , i will make sure i get it done by the date given and wont get you into trouble . You told me alot of things , i know i am a very lucky girl , i am just too selfish and did not think for you before doing it . I know i am too selfish to ask for more . From outside , hearing you crying sadly inside , my heart hurts . It hurts more than quarreling with boyfriend cause you are the one who is closer to me , the one who knows me well . I know you are angry but more of sad , you did not scold me . You dont know what to do too . I know what will happen if you know , so dont wish to tell you and let you know in the first place . There is nothing for me to do to make you happy , i know you wont be caring me for the next few days too . I myself also dont know how am i going to face you too . But whatever it is , what is done is done . I cannot turn it back and let it start all over again . You dont have to worry , i will settle it myself and make sure i wont get you into trouble .Lastly , I AM SORRY !!!!