Every problem just come right at the same time. Relationship and Studies. Yesterday just had a bad argument with Baby . I dont know what i did wrong . I dont know what is wrong with this relationship. It is because of me or because of you that cause us to be in this situation ? I have been trying hard to let you have my trust , but i fail . It is because i am still not that good ? Or to you , i am very flirt ? You , asking me to to trust you , forget the past , but how when there are still girl messaging you ? Is it my fault to be so angry yesterday ? Telling me you are not flirt , but how do you want me to believe. I am tired of worrying if you did message with girl , meet up with girls, sweet talk with girls. I dont know how long can i take it . What do you really want me to do? Do you want me to hack care you , let you do whatever you want ? Or do you want me to just dont trust you, let you do what you want ? Or do you want me break with you ? Telling me that you are faithful when come to relationship, it is all just lie. If what you doing now is what you called faithful , then i can said it is veru unique. I am waiting for your answer:'(


Check out my DAE result . It is unsuccessful . Dont ask me why , i dont know why too . I choose 5 course, and it is all rejected ? How can this be , i dont understand , really dont understand . To people who hate me , you should be feeling happy now when you seeing me in this state , just go on laughing . I dont care . So , is my future gonna just stop here ? I dont know what to do . I hate it . Hate being stuck and dont know what to do next . Whatever it is , i am just going to work first. I am a real failure :'(

Not in the mood. Sorry to friends if i didnt reply your message . Dont feel like talking. Wish to be alone for a moment :'(

如果你问我这世上有没有公平这件事，我会很快的回答没有。 自从上班之后，我知道其实这世上根本就不公平。好吃懒做的人，薪水高，做的事又少，老板又对他们好。做到要是要命的人，薪水少，做的事又多，老板对我们既不好也很计较。他们是时候加薪老板就记得，我们是时候加薪，老板就假假不知道。这世上真的不公平，我讨厌他们，他们都是坏人。一个是假面人, 上一秒才说你的坏话，下一秒就假假队你们很好。另一个是猪八戒，整天知会吃吃吃，上网和朋友说话，讲电话。我讨厌他们

Happy 22 Months Anniversary Baby. We had been together for almost 2 years . Although we had lots of quarrel , especially this week. We quarrel almost everyday . But i can assure that all the quarrel does not affect my feeling towards you . I still loves you that much :) Although you are not that caring as i wish you will be, you will do things that make me very angry with you but i still loves you alot . My bad attitude will not change until you quit smoking . I will never ever try to change my attitude until you quit smoking . If you cant quit smoking for the sake of me , then why expect me to change , Right ? I LOVES YOU BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!

SNG SHIWEI, GET WELL SOON. YOU WILL NEVER DIE !!!!!!

20th March 2009

Went to watch Race to Witch Mountain with Huina, Shiwei, Wanrong, Sister and Baby . Before that , meet Baby at MRT Platform , accomany him home to change then over to Century Square Customer Service to find the rest. Had dinner at the foodcourt . Then off to buy our movie ticket . Went to play arcade at Tampines Mall then accompany Sister and Shiwei to smoke . Slack until Wanrong come , went to buy some snack and went in for our show . Overall , the show is so boring . Dont like to watch this type of movie , make me fall asleep inside .Not recommended.

21st March 2009

Bought Mian Xian for Baby, stay at his house all the way until 8pm . Bus-ed to Tampines Mall , meet up with Wanrong, Sister, Shiwei, Huina and Yitze . Over to buy our ticket then went dinner at Ramen Den . Finish eating , wait for Ken to come . Went arcade . Went to bought some snack then in for our movie . Overall , the show is so funny and awesome . Love it !!! Highly Recommended :) Went nearby my house there to have a mini celebration for Ken :) Hope he like the gift from us . Yitze went home while the rest went up to my house . After wanrong finish eating his mee , we went down to play Pig Game while Ken went home . Played until 5.30am . Home Sweet Home.

Happy 18th Birthday Ken :) So unlucky of you , had a small accident before the day of your birthday . Take care of yourself . Dont do this kind of thing ever again . Not worth . Lucky it is a small accident . So dangerous . And you must spend so much money on your birthday . What for. Think carefully before you do anything next time . Making your Mum so worried for you . Take care of yourself , get well soon . Avoid eating those food that will harm your wound . Hope you like the present given by us :) Also , one important thing . Remember who is the one who make your face full of cream . Take revenge on the correct person . I did not even make until you ar :)

22nd March 2009

Over to meet Baby , Packed Porridge for him . So good of me to alway pack food for him . Hahas :) Told him that we are not going out the whole day of Sunday because i want to watch Channel U 9.30pm show . Got Luo Zhi Xiang :) So we packed dinner home to eat also . Hahas !!! Home Sweet Home at 11.00pm .

Smile like the picture Baby :) I dont like to see you sad :( Make me no mood also. I know you wont fail if the person didnt do that . But what happen had already happen. You blame on him or angry with him also no use . He had already make you fail . You had already fail . You cant turn back the time also . I know the waiting time is very long , but no choice. You just have to wait . I know how you feel . But you can do anything . What had happen already happen . Dont sad already kay :) SMILE !!!

Girl, I know you must be feeling very angry now because of her. I know she will never ever admit. To any girl , they will also be like you so angry . All i have to say is that she is a bitch . You are just to soft-hearted to forgive your boyfriend . He made a big mistake . You still can face him ? If me, whenever i saw him , it will let me think of how he flirting with other girl . You are pretty , you can find a guy who treat you 100 more time better than him . Think carefully . All the best to you :)

Friday, went to watch Coming Soon with Shiwei, Huina, Sister, Wanrong and Baby. Before that, we went to the IT Fare as i wanted to buy Lappy for Poly , went there to take leaflet first so that i can go home and decide which Lappy to buy . After that, train back to Tampines . They came over my house for dinner as Mum cooked alot . Watch television and at 10.30pm, walk over to Century Square. Overall , the show is nice, it is scary and different kind of story line compare to other horror movie. Recommended :) Went to play few rounds of Pig Game . Wanrong lose and have to be punish . He told us not to blog the video out , so i couldnt :) Home Sweet Home after that .

Yesterday, bought food for Baby . Rest at his house all the way till 6.30pm . Over to Bedok Interchange to meet Huina, Shiwei , Sister and Wanrong . After much dicussion, we decided to go Bugis for steamboat . Ate until 9plus 10 pm , over to buy puff and we play Pig Game there until the shop close. Wanrong went off to 99 while the rest slack around Bugis area. 11.30pm , over to TopOne for K session . Sing until 4.30am and Cab home .

Yesterday went to watch Suspect X with Sis and Huina . This show is so nice . You people should faster go and watch if you have not . Think this show is going to finish soon . This fews days hasnt been meeting Baby because he is working . Argh !!! Is not that i dont want to let him work . Is just that when he is working , he will like totally no time for me . Not even message time . Hate it !!! I hate his work !!! But what to do . If never work, he will have no money . I have no choice . But i dont know how long can i endure this kind of life . Seeing him only during weekends . It is just like sister and her boyfriend who is in army . Forget it and Endure !!! MIss Baby so much :(

5th March 2009



Went to PartyWorld and Have a K session with Huina and Sister . 9pm to 1am . Home Sweet Home after that



6th March 2009



Went Thailand , 3 days 2 nights trip . Reach Thailand around 4pm. Check in hotel and off we go for shopping . Stuff there are alot more cheaper . All i do in Thailand for the 3 days are shopping . And yea i even did my nails. I did fake nail and design on my finger and toe nails and the price is just less than 20 dollar . I loves Thailand . Might be going again on December with Baby :)

Have a chat with Wendy today on Msn during work . I loves chatting with her . That is all i can say . Hahas !! We have the same thought and we talk alot of things . Shall not eloborate what we said . But hope she will be strong . Hope you are seeing this Wendy :) Last long with your boys .

Yesterday somethings happen . I dont know what to say , all i can say is that . I know now is not the time for me to really trust you fully . You just let me think that you had something hiding from me . I dont know what else can i say . By not giving me will make my thinking run wild . Maybe my thought are real , you might have been contacting her back through Friendster , so you dont give it to me . Nevermind . Do what you want . I dont wanna force you to give it to me . There is no happiness when you are being force to do something . We have a wall stuck in between us which make us cant make a step forward. I can tell you, she is the wall , she is the problem to this relationship even though things had happen going 2 years soon . I am happy being with you and i really loves being with you . I know you had change . I can see the change but i dont know why , It been 2 years ... it is very difficult for me to forget ..

I am blogging in the office now :) Its been a long time since i last blog . Busy with who this few days . Friday finish work at 5.30pm. Went boss Condo to have a meeting , it is a fun one . After that , one of the sales manager send me to Tampines Mall as i am going there to meet Sis, Huina and Wanrong . Slack and Home Sweet Home . Saturday went to watch Kung Fu Chef with Huina, Shiwei, Sis, Wanrong and Baby . Overall the show is nice and funny . It is only an hour and thirty minutes show . Quite short . Finish watching , Home Sweet Home. Sunday , went to meet Baby . Then i forget what i did . Hahas!!! Weekday, work and work . Monday , went to meet Huina, Shiwei and Sis and Century after my work . Thanks Boss for driving me to MRT , as it was raining :)

Went to watch Marley and Me with Sis, Huina , Shiwei and Baby . Overall , the show is nice and touching . It is worth watching . People go and watch :) Home Sweet Home after the show . Off to play game already . Byebye:)