1.)The person who asked me to do .- XianEng
2.) Your relationship with him or her .- Friend
3.) Your first impression on him/her .- Dont Really Know Him !
4.) Your most memorable moment with him/her ?- Don't have
5.) The most memorable thing you said to him/her ?- Nothing
6.) If him/her becomes your lover?- Never Ever
7.) If him/her becomes your lover , what would you like him/her to improve on ?- Nothing
8.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will you do ?- Not sure
9.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will be the reason ?- Attitude Problem
10.) The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are:- Nothing
11.) Your overall impression on her/him:-Talks a lot
12.) The characteristic you love most about yourself:- Funny?
13.) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:- Attitude
14.) The most ideal person you want to be is :- My Boyfriend:)
15.) For people that care and like you, say something to them:- I LOVES YOU ALL!!!
16.) Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:1)Miss Ngia .2)Shirley Darling .3)Mr.Sng .4)Miss Lim (My Sister) .5)Stella Jie .6)Keith Bestie .7)Baby (My Boyfriend) .8)Jemaine .9)Merlene .10)Jocelyn .
17.) Who is 6 having a relationship with ?- Dont Know the name
18.) Is 9 a male or female ?- Female
19.) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing ?- N.O !!! 7 is my boyfriend!!!!
20.) What is 2 studying at the moment ?- Republic Poly
21.) When was the last time you had a chat with 3 ?- Hmm , Last week
22.) What kind of music does 8 like ?- I Dont Know
23.) Does 1 have any siblings ?- Yeah :)
24.) Will you woo number 3?- Big Big No ....
25.) How about 7 ?- Of Course. We are already together :)
26.) Is 4 single ?- Nope
27.) What's the surname of 5 ?- . Chen
28.) What's the hobby of 5 ?- Drink ?
29.) Do 5 and 9 get along well.- They dont even know each other. What do you think ?
30.) Where is 2 studying at ?- Republic poly . Why ask again ?
31.) Say something casual about your eyes :-Small :(
32.) Have you tried developing feelings for 5 ?- I am Not A LESBIAN !!!
33.) What colours does 4 like ?- Baby Blue
34.) Are 5 and 1 good friends ?- Nope, Just Friend
35.) Does 7 like 2 ?- Of Course NO!!!
36.) How did you get to know 2 ?- Secondary School Friends :)
37.) Does 1 have any pets ?- Yea. A lot . Rabbit and I dont know what
38.) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world ?- Nope. Is Most Handsome :)
39.) How is 4 related to you ?- Twin Sister [:
40.)Describe 4 .- She is Noisy and Irritating.
Done XianEng:)

20th June 2009

Currently, I still loves my new job. I get to learn lots of stuff. During weekdays, I will be at the Company Office which is at Golden Mile tower. I will do some accounting jobs and filing jobs. During weekends, I will be working at Manpuku which is located at Tampines 1 Level 3. Try it if you have not :) I am making sushi at there . So far, I had learn to make all kind of sushi expect for handroll. Promise Baby that, the next time he came Manpuku, I will treat him the sushi that I make for him :) My only off day is at Friday . So I will only be free on friday, which means lesser time to spend with Baby :(

24 June 2009

Happy 25months Anniversary Baby !!!! I am glad that we are still together when so many things had happen in the past . I did not regret forgiving you when you had done so much things. Till now , I am really really very happy to be with you . You had seriously make my days . When I am moody, just by seeing you , make me feel very happy :) Although you are not my first boyfriend, but I wish and hope that you will be my last :) I hope that we will still be together till the day I past away . Baby, I really loves you alot :)

16th June 2009

Had a dating with Baby . Just Baby and Me :) I loves it . Hehe !!! Went Baby house to meet him first . Wait-ed for him to prepare then we train-ed down to Raffles Place . Baby thought he will be able to get his pay but the Manager told him wrongly . So Baby and I trained down to Marina Square. After walking around, we decided to had Pariss for Dinner. Y.U.M.M.Y!!! We start eating from 5.30pm and ends at 8.30pm . WOW!! We had dinner for 3hours . Haha. We went to shop around also to digest our food . We went to the small arcade and play-ed a game . I dont know how to describe . Didnt manage to get any toy :( Train-ed back to Tampines after that. Wait-ed for Sister to off work and went home together . 12am, Baby went home :(

17th June 2009

My first day working at a new office. I love the environment and people compare to my previous company. There is only 3 worker in the office include me :) But I am still working at Golden Mile Tower. So as usual , I had my breakfast and Lunch with my 2 previous company admin :) Miss them so much . They also told me that the Auntie which is selling Malay food Miss me alot and wants me to had lunch at her stall today . Haha !!! She is so cute :) Ends work at 7.30pm. OT !!! Bought food home. And And And , I more things. My parents when oversea for Holiday . So the house only left My Sister, 2 Brothers and Da Sao . But my Da Sao and Brother also went overseas. So only Left My sister, Brother and I . Everyday when I reach home , I had to Hang the clothes, Fold the clothes and Iron . My stupid sister only put the clothes into the washing machine. She is an I.D.I.O.T !!! Hahas , Feeling better now :)

15th June 2009

Today is my last day at Accredit HR Consultancy . I felt so relief because I had finally left this ghost place. Have not been really happy working at this company. But all I will Miss is My 2 Sales Manager and 2 admin . I will miss the time where we chat together at Msn . The drawing that Uncle Tay drew on Msn, that make us laugh like nobody business. Miss having lunch with my 2 admin also. But I am happy at my new place too :) We still can meet up for lunch :) Take care !!!

14th June 2009

Baby and I wake up at 10.30am. Prepare and wait for My family and Brother to get ready . Off we went to Paramount Hotel for Dim Sum. Meet 2nd Auntie and her family straight at there . We had Dim Sum at 11am and ends at 3pm. This is the first time I had Dim Sum for so long. Is like having wedding dinner. My cousin was so angry that he asked the Manager to come and wants to lodge a complaint. The Manager knew that their service was not good . So he offer us free dessert. After that home-sweet-home. Slack at my house awhile and cab-ed back to Baby house . Had dinner at his house . Bus-ed back my house after that :) 12am, Baby went home.

13th June 2009

Went Healthzone with Wanrong, Sister and Baby. It was so fun :) Before that, went interview at Bugis . Sister accompany me :) After that, meet Baby and Wanrong at Bugis Train. Went in until 5pm and went off . I realise that I had become very fat :( I must exercise already. Train-ed back to Tampines . Accompany Sister for her Medicure and Pedicure. After that, went home for dinner. Hui Na came to meet us . Around 10pm plus, Bus-ed to Bedok for K-session :) Everything ends at 3am. Cab home . Baby and Wanrong stay over at our house :)

Friday 5th June 2009

After work, went over to Tampines 1 find Sister . She lied to me that she had off work . When I went there , She told me she cannot knock off yet . So I went in to chat with Mr.Koh(Her Boss) and Ah Long :) I swear the 2 of them are very funny . Make me laugh until stomach cramp. We ate Prawn Noodle but it was too awful that we threw it away after eating few mouth . Sister off work at around 8pm plus so Mr Koh, Ah long, Sister and I went coffee shop to La-Kopi . Haha !!! Went off awhile, went to meet Baby at my house downstair. Watch television all . 11pm plus , Huina, My sister, Baby and I bus-ed down to Giant . We decided to eat Steamboat. So we went there to buy the ingredient :) Finish eating , slack awhile . 3am plus, Baby and HuiNa bus-ed home.

6th June 2009

Mum cooked Steamboat today :) YUMMY!!! Wait for Baby to come over as he went Singapore Post to do something . When he is eating , I went to bathe and prepared . Bus-ed back to his house, he pack some clothes for tomorrow because we are going gym :) Back to my house and eat steamboat :) Finish eating , we bus-ed down to E!Hub for movie session :) Had Super Dog for Supper . YUMMY !!! Slack awhile and went in for our show, Drag Me To Hell !!! Overall the show is nice but the sound is too loud . Make me nearly deaf . Cab back after the show :)

7th June 2009

Was suppose to go gym but Baby forget to bring his track shoe and he is wearing slipper . So we had no choice but to give it a miss :( Mum cook Curry so we ate it . At night, we order FKC for dinner :) 9.30pm, Went Baby house slack awhile then back to my house :)

愛是一種需要 一種缺乏 所以我們都喜歡情歌
不管愛在進行中 還是仍未萌芽
不管你愛他比較多 還是他愛你比較多
愛或被愛 其實 都是一種喜悅
在朋友那兒聽說 痴心的你曾回來過
想請他替我向你問候 只為了怕見了說不出口
你對以往的感觸還多不多 曾讓我心碎的你
我依然深愛著
在朋友那兒聽說 知心的你曾找過我
我要他幫我對你隱瞞 只是怕見了面會更難過
我對以往的感觸還那麼多 曾給我幸福的你
我依然深深愛著
有一種想見不敢見的傷痛 有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你 放在我的心中
這一種想見不敢見的傷痛 讓我對你的思念越來越濃
我卻只能把你 把你放在我心中
對你的聲音 你的影 你的手
我發誓說我沒有忘記過
而關於你選擇了現在的他
我只能說我有些難過
我也真心真意的等過

I have been really really very Emo this few day !!! I dont know what had happen to me . Relationship is making me going mad . I dont know what exactly I can do to forget the past . I just had the fear . I am just fear that history will repeat itself . I dont know how to forget. If she didnt exist, I know that we will definitely be much more happy now . But why , just why can't I forget ?? Do you still Loves her? Miss her ?? Tear start to lose control and Flow down without my permission when I alway thought of this even when now I am typing this post :'( It really make me thought that I am the third parties of the 2 of you . Why must you be so unfair to me ? Her heart is fragile, you can't break her heart . You cant hurt her . My heart is fragile too . Had you thought of me ? My heart hurt easily too . You can't bear to break her heart, can't bear to hurt her feeling, then what about mine ?

Thanks Cheryl for advicing me . I know you will alway be there for me . But I will not disturb you for the time being because your O level is arriving . You had to concentrate . I shall not bother you about my problem . But anyway Thanks for listening to my problem :)

Thanks Xueling Darling !!! I really Loves her to the core . She will alway be the one who is willing to let me vent all my sadness to her and she wont feel irritating , she will even be a good listening ear giving me advice on what to do . I loves talking to her because she will tells me alot of things . I loves you darling :) Meet up soon :)

I swear this will be the last emo post of mine !!! I will be happy the next time I post :)

Looking through your eyes,
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive
when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?
Can't stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you
just to be with you
My heart is breakin'
Don't Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.
Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more

The true is alway cruel . Had not been in a good mood this feel days . Feeling Emo !!! Tearing almost every night . I dont know how long can I stand this kind of feeling . I dont know what to do . No one to console . No one to talk to . No one to share with . All I can do is to hide it to my heart or cry out during the night . Crying make me feel tired . Can we really last ? Will your really cherish it ? Will the history repeat itself again ? Can I still trust you ? Are your word true ? Lots and lot of questions without answer . Even if there is an answer , I will still doubt the answer . What else can I do ?? All I can do now is to lead a happy life . And let nature take course. Can I really do it ? I dont know . I had lose confidence of myself . I am tired of my life !!! Can I end my life ??