Wake up at 7.00am,Called Baby.But he did not answer :'( Went to bathe first.After bathing jiu called him again.But no answered.Jiu go prepared.Called him after prepared but never answer again.Went out of house at 8.30am.Reached office jiu start to work.10plus Baby message me told me that he wake up le.He still went to work cause it was the last day of his work le.Went lunch with Vena and Car-rental auntie.Off work at 6.00pm,meeting Baby at the Prison Centre bus-stop.Baby went home first and i wait-ed for him at the bus-stop.Went up the bus that Baby is in.Something happened that make me very sad.Dont wish to mention.*skip* 9plus,went Expo to meet Stella jie :) Talk to her a lot :) Thank you.






Jie,
Talk to you alot yesterday.Know that how you feels.Just dont care that girl,she is just so extra and kay poh.Must remember even if no one is there for you,please remember that you still have me.No matter what happen,i will be there to care for you, share your problem with.You might think that sometime i dont wish to talk to you but that is not true.Really not true, maybe is because i am tired.Hope you understand.Please dont be scared that you might get me into trouble.Hurts me.As your gan mei,you are to take care of me but in another way, as your gan mei i should also take care of you.Hope you know what i mean.Thank for telling me all the things yesterday,although it hurts me but at least i know le.Thank you:) Jeryl, Please take good care of my jie.Thank you !!! I loves you jie.




Baby,
The message that you have sent me in the bus hurts me a lot.You never know the whole things.Maybe is i think too much all what but you seem to hack care me.Maybe is because i drink too much,next time i wont le.Till now,you might not trust me, all the things i told you, you might think it is not true.Just hope that you will tell me how you feel and stop hiding it yourself.Till now, you have not make a decision. But i just want you to know, please make very sure that the decision of choosing me is correct and you will never ever regret.Since you have chosen me,stop thinking of other although it is impossible.Break with me will not lighen the hurts in me,it will just deeper the hurts in me.I really rather you said all the things in your heart, you might get very angry but at least i know how you feel.Really. Just please you to said all the things you hide inside your heart to me.I loves you.My loves for you are true.I am deeply in loves with you.





I am a liar, no one trust me,everyone around me dont trust me,people BEWARE of me, i am a liar.A LIAR.

SAD :(

Today wake up at 7am,called Baby.Bathe and prepared.Left house at 8.25am.Reach office nothing to do.Only me and Vena was in as the others go to Alexandra.Nothing to do walk here walk there,Vena boss saw and give me a stack of paper and ask me to type.12pm went lunch with Car-rental and cashier auntie.
Packed for sister.Went back office and do things.*something happened* dont wish to mention.Feel very shag :'( Off at 7pm,1 hour OT.Reached home eat, bathe and watch tv.I missed Jie a lot :( When will i get to see her leii ???





Suddenly feel very lose.Feel myself very useless.I am just a burden to everyone.Sorry people.I really hate myself a lot :'(


rong :'(

HAPPY 6 MONTH WITH BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today wake up at around 12plus.Eat and help mama to do some housework.After that want go bathe but let brother bathe first as he want to go work le.After bathing jiu go prepared.Mum and DaSao went out with cousin and i am left alone at home :( Baby came to find me first as i am not ready yet :) We went to Tampines Mall first as Baby want to eat.After that jiu train-ed to Plaza Singapura.Went to bought a couple ring :) Actually want to watch movie but too many people le and the time too late also.Went to Cathay but also same.After that jiu train-ed to suntec city as Baby want to go Peninsula buy pants.Reached and we dont know how to go Peninsula so forget it.Hahas :) Went to Marina Square to see the show time,also same.Jiu went walk walk awhile then go suntec see.Baby ask his brother to buy the ticket for us.We went to eat. 9plus, we jiu went to watch our show.We watched Enchanted.Overall,the show is nice,very funny.Hahas. After that jiu walk around and took cab home :)

Baby,

6 month le and you are my longest stead,*that is what you always say today also* Hahas.Although we were quarrel but I Still Loves You Alot.Sometimes i might give you attitude,might be unreasonable and over-sensitive,that is because I Loves You,scared of losing you :) Although you are always busy,most of the time you are on the phone or messaging but i understand :) Sorry for giving you attitude or showing you those unhappy face.I wont le :) I am willing to change for you.As times goes by,i will also change to be a good girlfriend :) Hope till now, you saw the changes i have made for you cause everyone around me saw it.I really Loves You Alot alot alot alot :) I believe that times will let you saw my loves towards you and let you trust me.I am willing to wait for the days to arrive :) Hope you will forget the past and cherish this relationship,cherish what you have now.To me,i cherish every second and every minutes being with you.I will not hide anything from you, will share with you my problems,hope you will too and also dont hide anything from me.Lastly,I LOVES YOU, YONG YAN FU!!!!!!! Hope we will last long.Happy 6 month anniversary :)

Rong :)

FINALLY MEET JIE LE =)

Friends forever :)

Loves her alway.Only she understand me :)

Wake up at 6.45am,called Baby.Went to bathe and prepared.Left house at 8plus.Reached office and start to do some work.Today dont have to go down and 'guard' the christmas tree cause there were a girl there 'guarding'. Vena was not here cause she went for checkup,Melissa went home after lunch as she was sick.Off work at 6pm sharp.Take bus 87 to meet lam at bedok mrt.Actually want go Suntec city but went Bugis instead.JiaJian called me and so qiao he was at Bugis to,so jiu meet him and went Bugis street together.Went to Spade and bought a belt,tops and pants for Baby cause tomorrow will be a special day :) (JiaJian and Lam,dont tell him how much if he ask arhx.*secret* )After that jiu went to buy sockyuan birthday present.We jiu take mrt to pasir ris.Meet Baby at MRT and pass him the present.Hope he will like it :) Meet sister at Tampines MRT.Reached Pasir Ris, sister went Macdonald to buy drinks.After that we jiu went to sockyuan BBQ.Went we reached,they said we so late then come they already cut cake le.Hahas.Eat the cake and the strawberry is so big and yummy.Hahas. After that jiu slacked at there awhile.Went Expo to meet Stella Jie (Miss her so muchy lahh ).Drink,play games,talk and take photo :)Left at around 1plus.Have lots of fun today :)

To jie,

Jie,was so happy yesterday,part of the reason is because i get to see you :) After so so so long never see you le :) Dont know went will get to see you again,Hope will faster :) Was happy to see you smile and know that you and her is over le :) Hope you will be happier.Dont care that girl who write you alothough we have no prove :)* Remember* we must stay happy,happier than them :) Loves you.

Rong :)

MISSED BABY MUCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today wake up at 6.45am,called Baby.Went to bathe and prepared.Left house at around 8.20am cause brother woke up late.Da Sao did not went work today as she was sick.Reached office jiu start to do work. Today my job is to look at the christmas tree again.Today was quite busy as i have to run up and down.Can exercise :) Went lunch with kris(The new girl) and Vena.Packed for sister and Mun Heng (New Girl).Back office at around 1.10pm.Went down to look at the christmas tree again.Off work at 6pm,Brother came to fetch us :) Went house downstair to buy food for Da Sao and Dad.Felt tired now.Baby must be also very tired bah,so many things to do :( I Missed Baby a Lot luhh :( Loves Him Lotsa.

Suddenly Felt very lonely.Leave me alone!!!!!

rong :)

LOVES MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wake up at around 11plus,message Baby.Went to wash up and watch tv.Wait for cousin to wake up as she is cooking breakfast for me :) Sister went out at 11plus so didnt get to eat.The food she cook was YUMMY!!!! After eating jiu went to bathe and prepared.Left house at around 1plus.Took bus to Baby house.Reached Baby house at around 3pm.Watched tv for a while,Baby jiu go prepared as we are going to meet JiaJian and Jemaine at Marina Square.Reached there at around 5pm.Went up the foodcourt to find JiaJian and Jemaine first,then we go walk walk.Baby and me went to Sakae for dinner.JiaJian and Jemaine did not tag along as they are not eating.They left when we were eating halfway.Hahas.After eating jiu go walk walk.9plus jiu train-ed home le.Missed Baby Lots :( Loves Him :)




Jie,
Saw your blog.Seeing you like that how to make me leave you alone ????You did not add any burden to me.Never ever.You are fit to be my jie.Only you are fit.No one else can le.So are you going to let everything go include me ??



Baby,
It was a fun day going out with you.I really enjoy every second and minutes spending with you.You make my day happy :) Although those hurting words you have said really hurt me and make me feeling like crying,but i know you did not mean it de.I didnt blame you. Sometime i really wish to angry you and not talking to you but i dont know why i just cant.I dont know why when ever we quarrel,i will be the one to say sorry to you.Somtime i really wish to just ignore you and wait till you say it to me first but i cant,Cause,I LOVES YOU.Really loves you lotsa.


I hate myself, Hated eveything of myself :'(


Rong

MEET BABY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today wake up at 10.39am,message Baby.Went to wash up and help mum do some housework.After cleaning,Went to watch Tou Fu Jie and eat Nasi Lemak .After that jiu went to prepared as i am going to meet Baby :) Left house at around 12plus.Reached Baby house at around 1plus.Watched tv all the way till 5plus jiu went downstair to buy French fries.Go back Baby house eat and watch tv all the way till 8plus.Meet jiajian and went downstairs to eat.Jia jian did not eat as he ate le.Eat till 10.30pm jiu walk back to Baby house to watch Zhou Ri Ba Dian Dang.11pm jiu went home liao le.Went cousin house and nobody is at home cause they went out le.Called Baby and talk to him :) Meeting Baby tomorrow also :) Miss him so muchy :) Loves him lotsa.

Jie,

Saw your blog just now.All i have to say is not to be sad le.As what you said,lets natural take course.If it is yours,it will be yours de :) Must stay happy.This is what you promise de.Although some things happen that make you cannot be happy :( See-ing you like that make me feel sad :( Must always stay happy orh.No matter whats happen,still got me :) I will never leave you de :) Remember that PROMISE ARE NOT MEND TO BE BROKEN :) Will always remember this.You also must :) Miss you and stay happy jie.

rong :)

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today wake up at 6.45am,called Baby,went to bathe and prepared.Left house at 8.10am.Reached office and start to do work.Went lunch with the cashier and car-rental aunties.Packed for sis as she never follow us :) Went back office and do work again.Work till 6.30pm,OT for 30min.Went home alone as sis went to woodland to find her stead,bro and DaSao went out.Mum went for mahjong session.Left me and Dad at home now.So bored :( Sian Sian Sian


rong :)

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fan!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today wake up at 6.45am,called Baby,went to bathe and prepared.Left house at 8.15am.Went house downstair to buy carrot cake to eat.YUMMY! Reached off ice at 8.45am.Sister did not went work today cause of something....Went office do something then jiu went down to the showroom to "guard" the christmas tree.Today Cindy off and Monica was the receptionist.Went lunch at 1pm with her,we went to the coffee shop beside our office to eat fishball noodle.Take photo with her :) Off work at 6pm,No OT.Went to Baby house to meet him.Reached his house,wait for him to prepared and set off to Tampines Mall.We went to Golden Village to buy the movie ticket first then jiu decide where to eat.We went Ramen Ten to eat.The food there Suck!!!!!!!So the not nice and EXPENSIVE.Never to go back and eat again.Hahas.After eating jiu went to walk walk.9.35pm,we jiu went in for our show :) We watched The Game Plan.Overall the show is funny and worth watching :) After watching Baby jiu send me home le :( Called him once i reached home :) Have fun with my Baby today although it is only a few hours :) LOVES HIM LOTSA :) MISSED HIM :(

Rong :)

Today wake up at 6.45am,called Baby,Bathe and went to prepared.Left house at 8.21am. Reached office at 8.44am.Went up to office to do some work,after that jiu went down to showroom le.Today so boring cause no people buy car.The showroom is so quiet.Was talking to some of the salegirl there.They are so pretty.Went lunch with Cindy and Sis.After eating jiu stay there talk talk.Around 1.40pm,we went in to the air-condition canteen to talk with the sale people as they are having their lunch too.2pm jiu went off and went to 2nd floor to put my things back and went back down to the showroom.Was talking to Cindy as i was too bored le.Off work at 6pm,No OT.Brother came to fetch us.Gave one of my donut to Cindy cause she was hungry :) We went Geylang eat Hokkien Mee.After eating jiu went home le. Missed Baby alot.Haix :( When will i get to see him leii ??




Baby,
If you think that i feel miserable or unhappy being with you,i can tell you I AM NOT.Like what i said in my tagboard,if i really felt that why must i continue to be with you,let myself being tortured right?? If i really feel that i would have left your side.But i did not feel that at all.Haix :( I am willing to change for you,change till a girl that you like.If you think,Iszit worth changing for me?? I can tell you,Yes it is worth.Change every thing for the person that i love a lots is worth.Just Hope you will believe it bah.

BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today wake up at 6.45am,called Baby,went to bathe and prepared.Left house at 8.15am.Bring along the donut and cupcake that i bought yesterday.Message with Baby on the way to work.Reach the office,stay at there a while jiu went down to the showroom le.Lunch time did not eat anything just the cupcake.Today working at the showroom was not that fun as yesterday cause sales man more than sales girl.I talk to sales girl ONLY.Was talking to Stella Jie around 4plus.Off work at 6.30pm,30mins of OT.Brother came to fetch us and we went to fetch Da Sao.When Tampines Inter cause Da Sao want to do her watch,after that jiu went MRT station cause Da Sao want pass things to her client.After that jiu went back to find Bro and home sweet home :)




To Stella jie,
Jie,I am really Happy to have you this Jie.Read what you wrote in your blog and was happy :) At least there is someone who really trust me whole heartedly :) Like what you say maybe i think too much and cause some problem with our boys.And we must trust them.I did trust him,just hope he will believe.Like what you told me,everyone can see that because of him i have make lots of changes but most important is did he saw.Did he saw all the changes that i have made for him ??? I will not make myself sad.Like what you said,lets natural take course.If it is really mine,no matter what happened,Nothing can break us up.If it is really not mine,even how hard i try to save this relationship,how hard i try to give in,we will still be apart one days.BUT i really dont wish us to be apart.Really.Thanks for being there for me :) Only you can know my pain,my sadness and understand me well.Thanks you jie :)



To Baby,
I hope you will see this.Baby,i know sometimes i might give you attitude,I might be wasting your time,I might make you angry,I might be ridiculous,unreasonable.I AM SORRY. I didnt mean it,REALLY.I did not ever doubt your love toward me since that day after Stella and shiwei chalet.You might not believe but i just want to tell you IT IS TRUE.I can swear.You might not trust me bcause of your past or because of me,but i will give you time.Really hope we will last.I might not have time to accompany you cause i am working and you are working too,but i cherish every second every minutes that i spend with you during the weekend or when we meet for dinner.Everything i said is from the bottom of my hearts and all true.BOY,I LOVES YOU LOTSA.I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!! I promise to make a cake for you.Just wait for the surprise :)

SHAG!!!!SHAG!!!!SHAG!!!!

Me!!!!!!!!!

Guess bag that i bought for Da Sao :)

Baby is going to scold me if he saw this :x

Today wake up at 6.45am,called Baby,went to bathe and prepared.Left house at around 8.15am.Message with Baby on the way to work.Reach office,Melissa message me and told me that she is sick,on MC for one day.Today there is also a new girl here.I thought she will be a young lady and i can have a lots to talk to her,but disappointing,she is so mature lorr,generation gap.Hahas.Today my job was to stay at the showroom and look after the Christmas Tree.Was so bored and talk to the sales girl there.At least working in the showroom is much more better than in the office.Off at 7.30pm due to one of the sales girl who told me that her customer will be here soon as me to wait for her.Was talk to some of the sales people while waiting for her customer.Brother came to drive me and we went 511 to eat.After eating jiu went to buy Bubble Tea.The Bubble not nice at all de.After that jiu went bedok inter walk walk as bro want to pass something to his client.After that jiu went home sweet home.

To Baby,

I dont know why,i got a feeling that your feeling for me are fading.I dont know is because i think to much or what. Haix. Everyday we message seem to be getting lesser and lesser.The time you take to reply me seem to be getting longer and longer.This fews days you seem to be giving me attitude.Those hurting words you said,those reply i asked you. Sometime you never even answer me when i was talking to you.You seem to be not listening to me.You told me to share my problem with you.I shared with you today but your replied seem to be that you are angry and we are going to quarrel. Telling you all my problems that are in my hearts does not seem to solve instead it is like getting more and more worse. I cared for you so much,mind what you said so much,mind everything,cared everything is because I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! Loving you deeply.But..............i dont know.Just hope things will get better bah :(

To Jie,

Jie,i know lots of things happen during this fews day.When one things are solve,the other starts again.I know you dont wish to cared as is will only cause unhappy and troublesome.I believe and sure that our sistership are strong.All those things wont affect our sistership de.Really wont de.Dont worry :) Just hope that you will believe bah :(

All problem kept back in my own storeroom :(

Rong :'(

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today wake up at 10am.Went to bathe and prepared then went out of house at 11am.Pei sis go inter buy watch jiu take bus go Baby house le.Stay at Baby house all the way.Actually want go watch movie de but........Went Auntie house at 6.30pm.Reached Auntie house at 7plus jiu eat dinner le.FEELING SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rOnG :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA SAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Before go meet baby

Cant wait to eat!!!!!!!

Yum!Yum!

Birthday girl with Birthday cake =)

Brother and Da sao

Me and Da sao :)

Cousin and Da sao

Second uncle family and birthday girl.(Bro so extra)

The cake with Candle

The birthday girl =)

Going to cut the cake

Da sao cutting the cake

Brother help Da sao to cut the cake cause to hard

The delicious chocolate ice-cream cake



HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA SAO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shall not reveal her age here as age is a secret to every woman :)
Today wake up at 12plus,message Baby then went to bathe and prepared,left house at 1plus. Reach Baby house at 3plus.Reach Baby house so late beacause bus driver drive so slow luhh.Rest a while then Baby go prepare as we are going town to look for DaSao birthday present :) Went town and decided to go wisma to find lam first as she is working there.Went taka to shop first then went over.Saw SiHua at wisma too =) Pei Baby go eat first as he is hungry le.After eating jiu continue to search for DaSao present, Hard time finding her present cause dont know what she like.We went in to a Guess shop and finally we manage to bought 1 bag for her :) Baby went to shop for his things as he is unhappy that he didnt bought till anything.Baby gave up as nothing caught his eyes and he felt tired after walking for so long.Deciding whether to take MRT or Cab,we took cab as Baby dislike squeezing with people.On the way to century square,Baby fall asleep on my shoulder =) Went to B1 to take the candle for DaSao birthday cake as the people there forget to gave Brother.Went to buy fried sotong at Old Chang Kee after that and Baby send me home.On the way home,Baby also bought a cup of Bubble Tea:) Reach-ed home pass the present to DaSao and she loves it.I am Happy that she loves it too =) Have a mini-celebration at home.The chocolate ice-cream was YUMMY!!!!!!!!!! After the celebration,mum went to her friend house for Mahjong session,DaSao and Bro went to DaSao sister house for Mahjong session.Sister and I went to cousin house.Baby is going to scold me if i dont drink 8 cups of water today as i ate fried food and Chocolate when my cough and flu have not recover :x.*missing*him now :( LOVES MY BABY LOTSA :)

RoNg =)

FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE :'(

Today wake up at 6.45am,called Baby and went to prepare.Left house at 6.10am.Reached office at around 8.40am,talk to the car rental auntie cause still early go in also nothing to do.Hahas.Went in and start to do work.Today got a temp girl come and she is just doing for one day.Went down the showroom to find her and talk as i have nothing to do.She quite chio de.Hmm.Was talking to jie for a while and she was angry!!!!(We Hate her.Hahas =) )After that jiu went lunch with cyndi.She is finally back after so many days of "MIA".Hahas.Go back office and start to do work again.Keep walk up walk down walk here walk there,somemore i am coughing feeling very xinku :'( Went back office to do work till 8pm,OT for 2HOURS,first time do OT for so long sia.Cause the pico people so late then deliver the things come.I 6pm off work they 5pm then deliver the things.I still have to sort the things by their serial number and the number is from 0001 to 3000plus.IDIOTS PICO.Finish doing everything and Melissa asked me to take the HONDA tee back to wash and wear it on monday and i said okay.I went to take 87 and when i was in the bus,i realised i forget to take the tee.hahas.The bus was so cold and i am shivering :'( (Hate taking bus alone,feel so lonely and somemore so cold ) Was messaging with Stella Jie and Baby on the way home.Reached home,have my dinner and watched the 9 o'clock show.Going to bathe soon :) Meeting Baby tomorrow :) YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss him so muchy :)

Rong :)