22nd May 2009

With Marcus . I am glad with are fine :)

With Bestie . It been a long time since I last saw him :)

I Loves the 3 of you. Friend Forever:) I LOVES ALL OF YOU :)

Dont know why Baby stand so far from me :(

Cousin (Mum God-Daughter also), Brother, Da Sao and Mummy :)

Make a wish

Our Sushi Cake :) Pretty ??

Happy 18 Birthday to me !!! I am legal to watch M18 show(sound like a retard). Open a chalet with Baby, Stella and Sister as our birthday are close to each other . Before that , went work for halfday . Malay stall auntie treat us Nasi Bryani . Both my admin and I went to Singapore Flyer. Boss gave us the ticket . Actually he should be going with us , but he is occupied with some stuff , so he give it a miss . We asked our saleman to join us , but he was too busy too. So end up, only the 3 of us went . But still, we had fun. We are VIP !!!! We had the whole cabin by ourselves and free 1 cup of cocktails. The scenery in the afternoon is not very nice . We want to get ticket from Boss again and we go at night . This time round, I will probably go with Baby . *Romantic* We had only small cup of cocktail but my face was red like a monkey butt . Haha !!! Cab to MRT station and train down to Tampines 1 . Bought 1 top for Wanrong . 2 top for Sister . A Burberry wallet and TopMan top for Baby . Hope they loves the birthday present :) Went back home to help Mum . Then Shiwei, Sister, Baby and I took cab down to check in . Our hand was so tired due to the heavy stuff we had to carry . Went cheers to buy Charcoal, Drink, etc. Start BBQ-ing . Family member and Friend start to turn up at around 8pm plus . Had lots of fun I swear.

Thanks Shirley Darling, Jonathan, Xian Eng, Keith Bestie, Marcus, Xiang Ding and Friends, Ken Ho, Dong Han, Chen Hong, Andy, Huina and Friends and to people who had turn up but i didnt name .I LOVES YOU ALL !!! ALL OF YOU MADE MY DAYS :)

I am very very happy to see Shirley Darling . Miss her so much . She become prettier too :)

Specially Thanks to HuiNa and Friend who had bought the Guess Bag , I loves it . Shiwei and Friends who had bought the Birthday cake. Stella Jie who bought Bio Essence whitening cream for me :)

23 May 2009

Stella and Baby Birthday cake :)

Celebrate Baby and Stella advance birthday today :) Sleep until 11am plus . Watch television and fall asleep halfway . Haha !!! 3pm plus , Bathe , Make up and all . Went E!Hub to walk around . Bought a drinking game for Stella as Birthday present :) We also went Fairprice to buy Tidbits, Drinks and some food for tonight BBQ . Back to Chalet . Start BBQ-ing . I am the Chef of the day and Samuel is my assistant . Haha !!! Not as much people as the first day . But still, we enjoyed our days . At night, Play card game and drink . Around 1am plus . Wanrong is back and we celebrate his 21st birthday for him :)

24 May 2009

Happy 2 Years Anniversary Baby :) It's been 2 years since we are together , time passes really fast . I dont know how long can we be together . I dont wish to think of the future of us . I dont know if we can really last . But for now , I just want the both of us to be happy . I dont want to think of anything else . During the past 2 years , I had drop many tears for you , I hope it is all worth . I hope you will really cherish me and your last chance . Is not that you are not a good boyfriend in my heart or mind , just that you loves to lie , I hate it . When we are first together , I thought you will not lie to me and be faithful to be because you said you hate people who lie and you had been hurt before and you know the feeling of being hurt . But I was wrong . I just hope that you wont lie to be anymore . Because if the next time you lie , we will never ever be together again. I loves you a lot . I hope you are . I am really very very happy to be with you . Hope you are too . Hope you like the necklace I gave you :)

25 May 2009

It is Baby's 19 birthday . After work, I went Tampines 1 Urban Writes to buy a notebook and Birthday Card for Baby. He wants a notebook to write all his school works so I bought 1 for him . A birthday card , which I drew some stuff and wrote some words in it . I am really glad that he loves it . Especially the card :) Went Sakae Sushi for dinner . I want to treat him but he said I had spend too much on his present and dont allow me to pay :( Walk around Tampines 1 . Went Young Generation . He had alway wanted to buy a pillow because his house that dirty and smelly pig is very disgusting . So we look around and he made a very very long decision on what to get . Finally , he bought a Elephant Bolster . Very Very cute :) Went arcade for a while then back to my house :)

26 May 2009

My saleman , treat both my 2 admin and I lunch . A birthday treat :) Actual plan was to eat buffet, but it took too much time as our lunch had only 1hour . So he brought us to Raffles Place Out of the Pan for lunch :) Another Salesman was suppose to tag along but he was too busy , so he give it a miss . We wants to ask him bring us to Boozer Room as a birthday treat :) The food at Out of the Pan was delicious . Recommended to all reader :) They wrap the food with crepe . YUMMY!!!! Then we had the dessert too . I had Banana Spilt Boat . On the bottom, it had 1 waffle, the Banana and some sauce, above the Banana there is another waffle and on top of the waffle, there is 2 ice-cream . Oh My God, It Is Super Duper Yummy :) Next time bring Baby go eat also :)

Trust is faith.

Trust is something you believe in.

Trust can only be true between people who really trust each other.

Lies go no where and no one can go far with out trust.

Trust is a war between the heart and the brain.

Im scared to trust now.

I had my trust broken many times before.

I was left a broken girl.

I still am broken inside.

My trust cant be broken again.

So dont ask me to trust Cos I don't know if I can do it.

Im really scared to trust.

I told myself , I should give you one last chance and to trust you again . Many people also told me that you did really Loves me , you wish you could cherish me . But from the incident which had happen that day make me knows that you are still the same . You lie to me . Just a little stuff and you lie to me . Actually when you told me that was your brother's, I did really believe you and this is not the first time I ask you those stuff belongs to who . But after that day , when i realise you were lying to me , my heart hurts. It hurts alot and alot . But i cant do anything anymore . I dont know what else can I say , what else can I do . This will be the last chance I will give you . No more . I still Loves you like how I do . Really !!

Nothing is going smoothly for me . Relationship, I seem to lose confident. I don't know what happen . Is it me being sensitive or unreasonable. It will soon be 2 years we had been together , but she is still the problem between us . Don't you think so ? I am tired of it already . You knew it too . Those messages was the 1st year present you gave. 2nd year, were those memories of you and her ? I hate this kind of anniversary present . It hurts me . How many years must we go on with her surrounding us ? Keeping all those stuff are you going to tell me that you are still loving her , missing her and missing those happy memories ? You wish that she can be back at your side ?? I dont know . Maybe it is true . It seem that I am the third party in this relationship . I am breaking the both of you up . What do you want me to do ?? Am i such a horrible girlfriend ? I had done my best to maintain this relationship . I thought that we can really be very very happy because she had finally left in this relationship but it seem that I am wrong . She still exist . The misses you had on her, the loves you had in her, the happy memories you had with her had start to build a wall between us . You seem to be so near to me but your heart is so far from me . What can I do to had your heart back ?? What else can I do ?? Haix...

Work, I start to hate my current job. I hate the colleague, the working environment and Boss . This is my first time seeing a boss who doesnt had his own decision . Who dont act like a boss . She sweet talk and then listen to her all the way . I dont respect you at all because you dont act like you are a Boss to me . Example my pay . You change and change and change . First you gave me 5.5 buck . Then you increase and gave me 6 buck . Now you give me basic of 1000 when she keep irritate. Why just cant you make the decision ?? Just ask her to Shut her mouth and dont say this anymore , you had already make the deicision ?? 1000 is just too little dont your think so ?? You think i really come in at 10am sharp and go off at 6pm sharp ?? I did do OT too . First time you tell me , you dont want to give me basic . Never ever want . So okay , just use punch card. Now i want use back punch card but you dont allow ?? What The Hell is this ?? You said you want to cut cost , so you cut my pay ??My pay is already so little . Why cut mine . I just ask for another 200 buck . Hello , just by every month saving that 200 buck can help you ?? Might as well cut the ghost salary . Each cut until 800 basic . You will save 2000 buck a month ... See the difference ?? Are you stupid or brain-less. Haix ... I wanna find a new job and leave my current job as soon as possible . I couldnt stand this kind of Boss anymore . I dont wish to see his face too .
People, if you had job intro me , Kindly message me or whatever . Just tell me ... Thanks :)

This fews days had been meeting Baby :) He will alway come my house and do his homework . Whenever he come , he will do something . But i am not gonna reveal, if not he will be killing me . Haha !! Nothing much to blog actually . Nothing happen recently too . Peaceful . Had been chatting with Jemaine this few days too . Will meet her up soon too :) Next week is gonna be a busy week . Cause my birthday is near . Lot of things to prepare for my Chalet . People who I had invited, pleass try your best to come :) I hope Shirley, Fanglin and Affia can really come because it's been a long time since I last saw them .Take this time as a gethering too :) Next Monday or Tuesday, gonna meet up with my Ivor and friends for dinner . Hopefully they wil be free . Wednesday going Town with Hong to get Baby Present . Hopefully , Hong wont go and tell him what I am gonna get for him :) Thursday, gonna had dinner with my colleague . As an advanced birthday celebration . Friday, work halfday as Boss is gonna treat me eat lunch :) Lots of thing i wanna get, hopefully I can get it by August :) All is Facial Product .

1. Amway vitamin E . It will help reduce my face and leg scar . Also good for my health .

2. NK Spray . Jemaine is using it and she find it nice . I hope she can get it for me from her boss :)

3. Estee Lauder Double Wear Foundation. Also Jemaine is using it . She find it good . So i am gonna get it.

4. Estee Lauder

Smoothing Creme Concealer. Never try before. Wanna give it a try

5. La Mer Night Cream .

6. SK2 Whitening Source Clear Lotion. I want to be white . I am black :(

I think that is all . Not much actually :) I will faster get it soon . Hope my dream come true .... Haha !!!

Sunday 10th of May



Over to Baby house to meet him . Packed food for him too :) Baby said the noodle MaMa cook was too spicy . Hahas !!! Slack at his house all the way . 6.30pm , went down to buy dinner. But due to Mother's Day , the coffee shop was packed with people . Was so irritated because Baby took a long time to decide what to eat. I am very Hungry, Hot and Tired at that time . So obviously , I give him bad attitude . Sorry Baby !!! 10pm , went back to my house and we watch 天才冲冲冲, laugh until I cannot breathe . Hahas !!! 12am, Baby went home and I Went to sleep :)



























Saturday 9 May



Meet Baby straight at Eunos Platform. Walk around then went Cine for lunch . I didnt eat because i had already ate . Walk around . Then over to Taka, bought some food as Baby is not full yet. Bought Octopus Ball and Mochi . YUMMY!!!! When Far East to walk around . Meet Sister and Wanrong there . 10pm plus , train-ed back to Tampines . Bought ticket for Uninvited . Went arcade to play photohunt . Then over to Pastamania for Supper . 12am, went to buy drink and went in for our show . Overall , the show is okays . But it is quite stupid because end up everything is just dreaming and imagination .











Friday 8 May

After work, train-ed down to Tampines Mall . Had Crystal Jade for dinner also as an advanced celebration for Mother's Day and MaMa Birthday :) Baby came along too . The food that was just so-so . Not that nice . The dessert is so awful . Went Fairprice to shop for amenities. Then they drive home while Baby and Me walk home. HAPPY MOTHER DAY :)

Working Working and Working ... I am working every weekday . Same routine everday . Morning wake up , go work . Finish work latest 6.30pm , take train back home . On the way home , read Twilight . Reach home , switch on the computer, took a bathe . Watch Gu Ling Jing Tan . Baby came and meet me . 12am , he went home . I went to bed . Everyday the same old routine . Even Chen Hong knew . Hahas !!! Anyway had been chatting with Hong Ling for the past few days . I hope she is fine by now . I know she had become strong after so many thing happen . I am happy then she is fine , although it is tough for her , but i know she can do it . I also knew that the 2 of us are similar . We have the same thought over relationship . We seem to be close after this fews days chat . Hope can meet her out next time :) To guys out there , may it be you are flirt or faithful . Never ever regret after you lose something which is important to you . Learn from every mistake . Not everyone will had second chance . So if you did had a second chance , do cherish it . Dont think that when everything happen , when you break with your girlfriend , she will definitely be with you as she still love you . You will be shock when she had already make her decision to end this relationship . By the time , it will be too late for you to regret.

BELOW ARE SOME PICTURE OF CUTIE ENEN !! ALSO BABY BESTFRIEND :)

Monday 27th April 2009, went to watch 17 Again with Baby . Before that, he went home for dinner first . I went home for my dinner also . Mum cook porridge, because Brother didnt help Mum to look after and it was burned. So Da Sao, Brother and I went S11 to buy dinner . Baby came up my house while i was eating to wait for me . 9pm , over to Golden Village for our show . Overall, the show is nice . So funny. After the movie, went back my home . Slack all the way till 12am . Baby went home

Thursday 30th April 2009, didnt meet Baby today because I am going Sauna and Steam with my Colleague after work . Overall, I like Sauna compare to Steam. Finish everything at around 9pm plus . Trained home :)

Friday 1st April 2009, went Baby house to meet him . Went down to buy KFC for lunch . YUMMY !!! Actually Baby dont let me eat because I had sore throat . But i beg him and he agree :) Finish eating, slack at Baby house all the way . Around 7pm plus, went back home . Bought dinner back too :) Baby slack at my house all the way . Around 10pm plus, Shiwei, Wanrong and Huina came . They slack all the way t0 6.ooam.

Saturday 2nd April 2009, went Baby house to meet him . Around evening time, went Tampines walk walk. Had Dinner at Century Square foodcourt. 9pm plus, went home . Around 10pm plus , train-ed down to Bugis drink :) Baby was Dead Drunk . Hate it when he is drunk . Took care of him . Around 4am plus , went opposite my house for supper . Brought Baby back to my house to rest . Actually want ask him to sleep over but he dont want . So 6.30am , wake him up to ask him go home . After calling for a very long time , he finally wake up and even beat me :( Idiot Baby , BULLY ME !!!!

Sunday 3rd April 2009, went Baby house to meet him . Packed food for him. Then watch Star Award . So weird about the Star Award, why didnt the small kids get award when they did announce who was in . Weird !!! Had Dinner at Baby house . Slack at his house all the way till 9pm plus and went back my house . HuiNa was at my house too . Watch 天才冲冲冲 the show is so funny . Everyone of us was laughing like mad people. Hahas!!! Ate Maggie as Baby and I was hungry :) Baby went home at 12am .