SINCE YOU SAID THERE IS PROBLEM , SO I CAME OUT WITH A SOLUTION . YOU DIDNT ACCPET IT NEVERMIND , YOU STILL SAY ME ?? DO YOU THINK IT IS FAIR TO ME ? I AM HELPING YOU TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM , BUT YOU DONT APPRECIATE AND SAID ME . WHAT THE HELL IS ALL THIS ?? NO POINT BEING HELPFUL TO HELP SOLVE THE PROBLEM YOU HAVE MENTION AND STILL GET THIS KIND OF REPLY . FROM NOW ONWARDS , I WILL NEVER BE KIND TO ANYONE AS THEY JUST DONT APPRECIATE . IN THE END , IT IS YOUR FAULT , SO WHAT IS THE POINT OF BEING SO KIND TO SAID THE SOLUTION BUT THE OTHER DONT APPRECIATE ? SO DISAPPOINTED !!!!

Most of the papers have finish . Only left with Social Studies , Mother Tongue and Science Paper 1 . After Os , i am going to play hard :D I am going to find a job too . I want to find a job with only 5 working days , so that i will have time with Baby and friends :D

Last few days , chat with Marcus and we came to a conversation whereby this world is realistic , cruel . We cant trust anyone in this world , even close friend . You will never know that one day they might betray you . You are not sure also if things happen to you , will they be there to help you or they will just behave like a coward . Only our parents will really help us when things happen because we are their real blood child and they care for us . Marcus , i know how you are feeling , i know you dont want to mind other business anymore . I agree with what you are saying :D

Mr Yeo , problem of relationship is staring to appear as i told you it will right ?? I guess my six sense is quite accurate sometimes . I know how you feel , i know you are always serious in every relationship . But remember what i told you , when you have to be bad , you must be , dont be soft hearted . Whatever it is , you must remember what i told you . Even if you cant do it , you must really try . Be happy and dont care much :D


Lastly , I MISS HSU FONG LAM AND AFFIA TAN MING LI . WHEN ARE WE GOING TO MEET UP ?? I REALLY MISS YOU ALL :( They have been busy working and I have been busy studying due to Os . Hope we can really meet up often after my Os :D

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YEO JIAJIAN :D

Hope you did enjoy your celebration with your family and love ones . Sorry didnt celebrate with you :D Had know you not long but i remember during a period of time , i am very close with you due to something . I did saw you happy , sad and tears before . Although now we are not that close , but at least we are still good friend :D Stay happy , handsome and may all your wish come true . Last long with your girlfriend . Study hard for your Os :D

只给自己三年 。 没有信任的爱情真的能像你所希望的长久吗？

So bored , wasnt feeling really happy this few days . Mood Swing . I can be happy at this minute , sad at another minutes . What to do !!!! I dont want to be sad :( Lots of things in mind , dont wish to says out . Just keep it all inside bah . Haix ... Must everyone tells lies ?? When can people stop lying ?? This world is just too scary . I AM MAD !!!!

Last few days , saw Shirley , my primary school friends at my house opposite de bubble tea shop . Saw until her baby . So cute :D And Shirley is getting prettier :D Meet up soon yea !!!

To lazy to blog , wont be blogging for this fews month bah ... Until my mood is back . As i said before , i will only blog happy stuff , no more sad stuff :D

End my post with a picture of ZhanQing . Grab from Cheryl's blog . He is just simply so cute and is growing up . Very naughty , heard from Cheryl . Will Visit Cheryl and ZhanQing after Os bah . Do take care and stay happy :D Hope ZhanQing head is fine now .

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SNG SHI WEI :D

Maybe all you wish come true . Stay Happy and Handsome forever . Take care of yourself . Will visit you coffee boy :D Will only be able to celebrate your birthday for you next week , it will be a belated want . Nevermind , better than nothing . Hope you can understand , not we dont want to celebrate for you , just that studies are more important :D Will confirm present will be there for you and it will be a memorable 18th celebration for you . Hope you enjoy today with your friends :D Stay happy !!!!

SAD AND FEELING USELESS!!!!!

I sometime do wonder , how long really can a relationship last ?? I did have people around me who have long relationship , she have been with her husband together since they are secondary 3 till now , they even have a daughter . I admire them , as i wish i can too . Can Baby and I last long like them ? I did think that Baby is my last boyfriend , i wants to marry him . I want to be together with him forever . But can we ?? I also did have friends around who have short relationship , how they feel ?? When are they going to settle down with one and stop playing around ?? Why guys are so greedy ?? Why they want you but outside they are flirting with other girls ?? When you want a breakup , they start to act , start to cry , start to sweet talk , saying he really love you and he will change . But only for a short period time , after that , they start again . If you really wants to be so flirt , Why not break ?? Dont you think the girls are suffering ?? When you are outside flirting with other girls , have you thought that your girlfriend who is loving you deeply trust you so much thinks you wont be like that , you really love her only ?? But actually you are doing this to her , hurting her . Dont you feel guilty ?? And to those girl who flirt who boys who you know already have a girlfriend , dont you think you are so bitchy ?? Would you be happy if you own boyfriend do this outside with other girls ? Dont you feel guilty too ?? Why do guys only willing to realise their mistake and willing to change only after the girl really wanna break with him and is serious , not joking ?? Why dont guy cherish the girls when they are with him , caring for you ?? Why must guy be so selfish ??

To keithchu ,

Thanks you for being there for me . You are the only one who knows me really well . You are the only friend i will share all my secret with you , even some private ones , you should know . I feel very safe when i tell you my secret because i know you wont says it out . You will always comfort me when i am sad , worry for me when you know i am unhappy . Advice me and tells me what is right , what is wrong . Tells me to think positive , tell me what is more important . Most of the words or things you tells me , really touch me , really melts my heart and brighten my days . Thanks you my bestie :D

To Marcus,

Although i am not that close with you . I did not really knows you . But thanks you for the tag . Thanks for all the words . I am really happy and appreciate it alot . And your Msn personal message . Only me are not , remember :D

Without the 2 of you being there for me , my sad days will never be happy . You 2 really are a joke , very funny . You 2 are really my best friend , please meet up often and never ever lose contact . I will share all my unhappiness with the 2 of you , hope that you 2 dont find my irritating . I really thanks you all . THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR THE 2 OF YOU . THANK YOU !!!

11 October 2008




Went to meet Baby at around 3.00pm plus . Was so angry with him . He ask me to buy lunch for him , so i walk to S11 to buy . When i reach there , message him and ask him what he wants , he replied and said he asked his maid to buy already . I was standing there like an idiot !!! Forget it . Reach his house , watch television . Quarrel with him and yes , i cried . F*** Was so angry with myself , why i shed tears so easily !!!! Went out of the house at around 6.30pm . Reached Tampines Mall at around 7.20pm . Bought our ticket and snack . Faster went in for our show , Connected . Overall , the show is nice . So excited :D After movie , went for dinner . Huina , Yitze and Zhengchao came to meet us . After eating , we went MacDonald to slack . Home Sweet Home at around 11.15pm :D

10 October 2008

Actually at around 4.00pm plus , wanted to go and meet Baby . But due to some stuff , get to meet him at only 6.00pm plus . Reached his house , watch television ,study and eat :D Home Sweet Home at 11.00pm .

Was really disappointed with you when you told me you dont want your own son . You says you will just give it back to his dad . So what if you give him to his dad , will you be together with him again ?? Even if will , will you really trust him or still will doubt his words ? Is it fair to you son ?? He is so young and he already have a broken family . Now, he had used to be with you , your maid and your dad . Now you want him to change a new environment , do you know he will be scared and keep crying ?? Because he will not get to the new environment and the people there will all be a stranger to him . Have you think of how scared he will be ?? If your boyfriend really loves you , he will accept you and accept your son . He will take care of your son like his own son too . I hope you can think about it . Beause of a guy you have been with less than half a month , because of what he said , you want to give up a son you have been taking care for 2 years plus ?? If in the first place this will happen , what for you fight for your son ?? What for you make so much effort to let him stay by your side and you him to leave just because of what he says ?? Is it worth ??

TRUE LOVE Is Beautiful No Matter One's Position In Life !!!

Didnt went out today . Wake up at around 1.00pm plus . Do some housework . Watch television . Do some revision too . Did a few chapter of TYS CHEMISTRY . Was sick now . Headache and cough . So uncomfortable . Was too bored , went online shopping . Bought a dress and bag . Hope it will arrive soon :D Have to go study and rest already . Take care peeps :D

4th October 2008

Wake up at around 12.00pm today . Help Mum do some cooking . Prepared and went to meet Baby . Study at his house . Then went down to buy KFC for dinner . Went back his house to eat and watch television all the way :D Something irritating happened , dont wish to mention . Only Shirley and Baby knows cause i told them :D

3rd October 2008

Watch House Bunny with Yitze , Zhengchao and Huina . Baby did not join us as he was sleeping :( Overall , this show was nice , funny and bitchy :D Was so not use to it because this was the first time after being with Baby , i watch movie without him :'( Baby came to meet us after our show , we went for dinner at the foodcourt . After eating , we settle down at Mac to study . Yitze went home because she had tuition at 8.30pm . Study until 11.00pm plus . Went to Century arcade watch Baby , ZhenChao and HuiNa play rock fever . 11.45pm , Home Sweet Home :D

To her ,

I dont know you will come and see my blog a not . But i wish to tell you that , yes . What you said i agree with you . And at least i know you are very happy now . And you didnt have any feeling for him :D Had a great time messaging you and chatting with you on msn :D Do well for your Os . Meet up for dinner , lunch or movie :D

To Baby ,

Sorry to ask you those question . I just not assure what is your answer , so i ask . Part of the reason is that my friend around me are facing this problem so i dont wish this will happen to me . But now , i know the answer and willing to trust you for this time :D Thanks you and hope you are not lying to me :D

Lots of problem happen to my girlfriend . It make me does not feel any better seeing them like that . Haix . I really dont know what to do to make them be happy . All i can says is that "I will also be there for you . Dont worry my dear girl "

To Cheryl ,

I know if i ask you to cheerup now is very difficult . Read your blog and know that you have put in lots of love in this relationship . All i can says is that , I understand how you feel . A guy you love so deeply loving his ex but yet you still wanted to be with him just to hope that he will forget his ex and really love you . But when you did ask him if he did forget and he says Yes he did . But deeply in your heart , there is still doubt . Thinking that nope , he never , he just wants to make me feel better . You have been dragging this for a long time as you dont wish or bear to leave him . But then you know that you are suffering . But think again , dont you think it is better to let go ?? Although you dont want to , at least as times goes by , you will feel more better . Asking you to cheer up is a difficult things . But all i have to says is that , no matter what happen , you still have me . I will never leave you . I will always be there for you . Dont hide everything inside . Call me , talk to me . Find me out , told me all your problems . I could help you if i can . I will help you carry some of your burden or problem for you . I am also a good listening ears . Whenever you need a listening ears or a shoulder to lean on , please tell me and i will be the there for you . Stay Strong girl !

To Fanglin,

Girl , I dont know what happen to you . Meet until you then i will know what actually . Whatever it is, Stay Strong and cheerup man :D

TO YOU ,

What the hell is all this . You are the one who says will return her the money fast but then what ?? You says you can only return her the full amount only on NEXT YEAR ?? OH MY GOD , Please man , you took one whole year to return her the money when you are working now !!!!!! What the hell is this man ??? If you did nothing wrong , what for scared she say it out ?? Everyone have it limit , stand in her shoes and think . If she is the one who owe you so much money and didnt return , what will you feel ?? She is kind enough to let you owe this till so long and good enough to not charge you any interest . If she did really charge you interest , you will never ever able to return her the full amount of money you owe her OKAY !!! You says you are blind , i think she is the one who are blind man !!! When you ask her to lend you money that time , say until so good what will return her soon . But then all is say say only . At the end also never . Please la , stop bullshitting man !!! She is so poor things man . You yourself is the one who ask her to get money from you if she doesnt have money . When she really did , you told her you no money . Then what is the point to say this in the first place man ??? If really go find you , you can give her back the money ? Please grow up and dont keep find problem man !!!

Lazy to blog . Went study with Huina , Yitze , ZhengChao and Baby today . Hmm , fell down 2 days ago . And i hurt me alot man !!! Hope to recover and dont leave a scar . That all . Bye !!