24th January 2009

We have our reunion dinner earlier . Baby and Miss Ngia is invited too :) When Tampines Mall with Sis and Miss Ngia to do a last minute shopping . Meet Baby there too . Bought a top and was helping Mum to find a sofa casing but couldnt find it . Thanks Baby for the wallet too :) Back to my house at evening time . We start to eat first , together with Dasao :) Slowly , Cousin and my 2 nephew came . They brought along Wii . Finish eating and we start to play Wii . It was so fun . Around 9pm plus , went over to Safra . Meet up with Shiwei and they decide to play Bowling . Zhiwei and Ken came after that . The guy went over to play pool . Stay there until 1am plus and Home Sweet Home :)

Happy 20th month anniversary Baby . Sorry that i gave you attitude on that day . But it seem that after you came my house today , my Mum's attitude towards you are not that bad as the first time you saw her . Hope you did have fun with my family and relative . Everyone in my house are so concern about you . Keep asking me if you are coming to Bai Nian during Chinese New Year , when release of O level result , they also keep asking me your result . *Jealous* But this is also a good start i think :) Hope we will last long . I loves you alot .


25 January 2009

Went over Baby house for reunion dinner . Reach his house around evening time . Watch television . Around 7pm plus , went down to his grandma house for dinner . Around 8pm plus , went back his house and watch television . Left his house around 11pm . Meet Sis , Ken and HuiNa at Mrt Station . I am the first to reach , all were late . Baby thought the coming train is the last one , so he chiong . In the end , it was not . Hahas . Baby went to find his friend while i meet them for movie . Watch the wedding game . Thought Zhiwei was late so we bought the 2.30am show but he reached so early . So we went to play poker . Overall , the show is not nice at all . So boring . I even fall asleep inside . No recommended . Home Sweet Home after the show .

26 January 2009

When Grandma house during evening time . Chit Chat with everyone and play poker . Around 7pm plus , went over to Cousin house as they wants to play mahjong . We order pizza too . Watch television and play Wii with nephew to kill time . They finished at around 2am . Went Ah Neh for supper . Home Sweet Home after that .

27 January 2009

Keith and Marcus came my house to Bai Nian . Follow by Miss Ngia, Lam and Her Boyfriend . Keith and Marcus went off first . I went to prepare and over to Miss Ngia house to Bai Nian while Lam and her boyfriend went out . Decided to watch Love Matters since we have nothing to do . Saw Shan Shan and chat with her awhile . Overall , the show is funny and much more better than Wedding Game . Meet Baby after the show . Went KFC for dinner . Jian came to find us and we train-ed down to Tanjong Pagar 99 pub . Play poker , drink and chit chat . Home Sweet Home around 3am plus .


28 January 2009

Went Baby house to Bai Nian . Slack at his house all the way till 7plus . Went over Shiwei house nearby to find him as he is sick . Went nearby coffee shop to eat . Ken came to meet us also . Send shiwei up to his house also Bai Nian with his Parent . Stay at his house till 11pm and Home Sweet Home .

Shiwei,
Seeing you like that make me felt so scared because i have never see you like this before . You are so cheerful and like to joke around everytime . But yesterday , you were really so weak and sick . I dont know how to help you also . All i can do is to pray that you will get well soon . You wont feel good too , especially fall sick during Chinese New Year . Wish you can faster get well and went out with us this Saturday . Rest more and eat any medicine which is good for you although it is awful . Get Well Soon .

Went over to meet Baby also to bought over his phone for him . Meet Shiwei and HuiNa at Tampines . Meet outside Guardian , sis was there too . Went over to collect our ticket and over to food court for dinner . Bought snack and we went in for our show , The Haunting of Molly Hartley . Overall , the show was not nice at all . Dont understand the ending . Everyone left the cinema with question mark above our head . This show is not recommended . Went to walk around then meet Yitze outside Guardian . Slack nearby my house downstair . Around 11pm , went coffee shop for supper then Home Sweet Home .

Quarrels again this time round , who fault ? Is mine ? Or yours ? It seem like it was my fault as i dont understand you and cannot ti liang you . I just felt that i am not a good girlfriend to you . You can find someone who is better . But why is it my fault ? We hardly meet . Saturday was the first day of the week we meet , but you went off around 9pm as you had work . Sunday was the only day we can spend the whole day together but you gave me a black face ? Should i be angry ? Happy ? Sad ? Haix . I felt so lost and i really dont know what do i really have to do to make you happy ? You felt so miserable being with me . And to me , your feeling had been fading compare to the past . Haix .

Went 99 pub at night after getting our O level result . Before that , went home to prepare and went Taka with Zhiwei , HuiNa , Jia Jian , Baby , Michael and Sister as Zhiwei wants to buy belt at Armani Exchange . In the end , dont have his size , so went when KFC for dinner :) After that , cab down to Tanjong Pagar . It was so bored over there , nothing to do also . The live band sing Thai song and we dont understand . All when outside dont know for what and left me there , lucky Baby was there to accompany me . We play a lot of card game . Hahas :) When nearby market eat and Home Sweet Home after that :)

It's been a long time since i blog . Have been busy with working and applying for my Poly stuff . I did badly for my O so i am not gonna mention how many point i got . I am working as an admin at golden mile . The working environment is not bad , the people there is friendly too . A sale man at my workplace also came from Ping Yi Secondary School but he had graduate long long time ago . Baby is also busy working too . He is working at a cafe bar . We hardly had time to meet up . Reason was simply , i end work at 6pm but he start work at 6pm . We were only able to meet up on weekend . Alway missing him . Haix :(





Few days ago , went to watch midnight movie with i forget who . Hahas . Overall , the show is nice :) Went Home Sweet Home after the show ends .

4th January 2009



Today was my last day working at Isetan , so happy . Hahas !!! Hmm , end work at 9.30pm . Help to clean up and everything . Bus-ed down to Pasir Ris , meet Baby and MRT station . Walk to downtown . Before going in Zhiwei chalet , bought Ice-cream and Mee Goreng . As we were hungry :) The ice-cream is so "delicious" the mango was like sour sour one . " SO YUMMY " Went in Zhiwei chalet to eat , play card , take picture all that . Home Sweet Home at around 2.00am plus .


5th January 2009

Went for interview early in the morning and YES people , i got a job . Like F.I.N.A.L.L.Y :) Is an admin job at a job agency . 1 hour $5.5 , located at Golden Mile tower . Bus-ed down to meet Baby after that . When to buy KFC for lunch . Back to his house and sleep until 7.00pm plus . Eat dinner , watch television . Meet HuiNa at mac . Bought cake for Zhiwei and bus-ed down to his chalet . Home Sweet Home at around 1.00am plus . Sleep around 4.00am plus as i was messaging with Baby .

To baby ,

Dont blame me for not trusting you . Everytime your sweet talk will really brighten up my days and make me feel happy but i dont know if what you say are reallty true . I did try to believe but i dont know why whenever you told me something , i will doubt for a while . Thinking if you just want me to be happy so you said all those or is it the trick you use on girl . I dont know when are you telling me the truth when are you lying , so most of the time i will just take it as you are lying to me . Just want me to be happy . Alot of things inside my heart which i really wanted to tell you but i dont know why , when ever i start to tell you how i feel , you will like attitude which make me thinks that you are pissed off . So after alot of thought , i will just keep it in my heart to prevent aurrel to occur . Told you something which is not coming out from my heart last few days . I dont want this to happen but i rather choose this waythen you lying to me telling me you never . You will get tired if i control you too much , you life shouldnt be like this . So i will just let you have that freedom . Although my heart will really hurts each time i saw it , and i feel like crying . But i try to hold back my tears . Whatever it is , i do really loves .

Happy New Year to everyone :)

Did all of you have fun celebrating and went countdown ? I went Clarke Quay to countdown . Was so high when we were counting 54321 . Hahas . Me and lam was like screaming like hell . Our plan was to hug the policeman but after many thought , decided not to risk . Or not i will be in the police car the next minute . Hahas . Same as last year , did not countdown with Baby . To me , start of 2009 was a bad one . Quarrel and tears dropping down . Haix . Went Tanjong Pagar drink . Breakfast at Bedok Interchange . Home Sweet Home after that . Did not went work today .

I can feel that depression is visiting me very soon . Hope no more quarrel .