HAPPY 8 MONTH

Happy 8th month with my Baby :) Thanks for being there for me... Really loves you alot.Although during this month, alot of unhappy things happened, alot of lies you have said.But my loves for you are still the same.It will be very difficult to change. Although the deep scar you left at my heart really hurts sometime but i believe that one day, you will shower me with all your loves and i will slowly forget that unhappy memories. I believe that one day, my trust for you will be back just only that it will take a longer times bah. Dont hide anythings, lies anything or even keep every of your problem or trouble by yourself.You can shared it with me, i am your girlfriends, not a friend. I will always be there for you de. I just hope that no more lies from you anymore. Although sometimes you dont dare to tell me is because i will show you attitude but i also dont want de just that i was really angry and disappointed with you. If you dont tell me and let me find out myself, i will be very very sad de.Hope you understand. Lastly, BABY I LOVES YOU ALOT. PROMISE YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME :)



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我忽然发现自己根本就不了解你。不知道对于爱情你是这么对待的。说讨厌别人说慌可是自己好像似乎一直再说。说会珍惜这段感情，说谎是泥珍惜爱情的办法吗？？ 长久的爱情似乎离我越来越远了。真的希望能长久的，可是我们真的能吗？？ 希望你不要骗我了，因为我也不喜欢别人说慌。。 :'(

haas . today skool got parents meeting at night 7.3opm . whole class only got 6 persons which form teacher wan to see e parents . and two of them is me and fonglam . :) . meeting jie , rong and marcus later before going to skool . waiting for rong to call me . hmms . so long de lorhhx . haas.

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PICTURES:

Baby,
Sorry for being so attitude to you.I know i have a very serious attitude problem.I know it is my fault.I know i am not a worst girlfriend. 你刚才对我好冷淡，让我觉得你好像觉得我很烦，不爱我了。发现自己好失败 好差景，根本不配做你的女朋友。我知道一切都是我的错。Sorry people,i not in a good mood.Ignore me bah :"( 我讨厌自己，真的真得好讨厌 :'( Hatred in myself alot alot alot :'(


Something sad happened at the bus-interchange just now while waiting for bus,dont wish to mention :'(

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I LOVES MY BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He is attack by the Zzz monster.Scary right the Zzz monster ???

Wake up at 6.30am today.Wash up,bathe and prepared.Left house at 7.20am.Take MRT to Bedok and went to Princess Mac to meet JiaJian they all.Thought Poh Suan was there but she was not.After eating jiu faster walk to school cause 7.15am le.Sister still taking her own sweet time talking to Poh Suan on the phone. Faster ran to the roadside to see if there is a cab for us to take. Stamford do something stupid and make everyone laugh.Managed to take a cab and we were not late.Stamford do many funny and stupid things lorr.First period was PE and the teacher talk for 30MIN!!!!!!!!!! HELL MAN!!!!!!! Went to take our height and weight then practice our Standing Broad Jump.Second period was Art,show teacher the research i found and those scenery was rejected but i am able to start my other drawing le :D Went recess,asked Zhiwei to buy food for Baby and bought drinks for him too.What a caring girlfriend i am =X Stupid Baby keep see chio bu *ANGRY*.Went for chemistry lesson and i was a good girl today,i listen in class :) Next lesson was English,teacher discuss about the newspaper article and ask us to do a feedback form for our visiting to Polytechnic.Blur Baby forget to bring his article. Last period was Mathematic.Something funny happen. It was really funny man =D Wait till 2.45pm,went to take our Physic test.After the test went to canteen to find Shirley Dear and i went to Baby house :) Help him to type the Social Studies notes and something :) Baby, 我爱你一辈子！！！！Baby I LOVES YOU and I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO =D

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TIRED DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

PHOTO TAKEN LAST SATURDAY!!!!!!!!

Wake up at 5.00am today.Wash up,Bathe and prepared.Left house at 6.30am.Marcus waited at my house there de bus-stop quite long.Sorry arhx =X Reached Shirley house there de bus-stop at around 7.02am. Saw Jonathan they all and Shirley's father drive us to school.Lucky her father drive us to school,or not we will be late :) Reached school,went to assemble.First period,Mother Tongue,teacher keep talk.Very sian.Second period,chemistry,teacher teach us new things but i did not listen,keep disturb Baby =D Third period was mathematic,teacher teach us new things.JiaJian,Stamford,Xueling and Me was attacked by the Zzz Monster.Turn by turn we went to the toilet and wash our face.Hahas.Recess did not sit with Xueling they all as there is no space for us.English,teacher ask us to read newspaper and he go through the article.Last period was Social Studies,Miss Wong continue with her Education in Singapore that topic and we were given a quiz after she finish talking.Went to bubble tea shop to buy some drink.1.45pm,walk back to school as we have Chemistry test today.The paper was quite difficult.Home sweet home after the paper.Tired :0

*Missing* my Baby now :(

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SORRY ZHIWEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wake up at 5.00am.Wash up,bathe and prepared.Left house at 6.00am.Meet Marcus at 201 bus-stop. Take 28 till Shirley house there de bus-stop.Actually want to wait for Jiajian de but if wait for him will be late jiu never wait for him le.First lesson was maths and teacher go through with us our homework.Art sit there and talk talk with them.SORRY ZHIWEI.I DIDNT MEAN TO SAY ALL THOSE WORDS TO YOU DE.I WAS NOT REFERING TO YOU!!!! SORRY TO MAKE YOUR DAY DOWN BY THOSE WORDS I HAVE SAID.FEELING VERY GUILTY.SORRY,WONT THROW ALL MY TEMPER AT YOU LE.LASTLY,ZHEN DE DUI BU QI :( Next lesson is Physic,didnt listen in class as i have no mood to study.Recess,didnt eat anything as i am not hungry.Sister bought food for me so i gave Baby eat.Next is english and we continue our text type work.Chemistry,we were split into 2 class.One is Mrs Lim,another is Miss Ang.Xueling, Pohsuan, Stamford, JiaJian, Baby and me were all under Miss Ang :) Last lesson was geography,take back our test paper and i score 1 over 10 =X Teacher lesson was funny.Hahas.Went to Baby house after school and rest.5.00pm,walk back to school as i am having math remedial till 7.00pm.Baby send me to school as it was raining.LOVES HIM ALOT.HOPE HE ALSO.ALTHOUGH THE HURTS ARE STILL THERE,BUT I REALLY LOVES HIM ALOT ALOT ALOT.HOPE HE WILL NOT LIE TO ME AGAIN BAH.HOPE HE WILL NOT BREAK HIS PROMISE,AS PROMISE ARE NOT MEND TO BE BROKEN!!!!!I LOVES MY BABY ALOT.HE IS ATTACHED SO GIRLS,SHOO FAR FAR AWAY FROM HIM. FUCK OFF FROM HIS LIFE!!!!!!! MISS MY BABY BADLY.TOMORROW MIGHT STAY AT SCHOOL WITH HIM TO STUDY :) I LOVES MY BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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ONLY BELIEVES MYSELF!!!!!!!!

ZhiLin(Jiajian gf) and me :)

Jonathan so extra =X
Today,i not feeling happy at all.I really dont know why you will do that.Dont know how to tell you is a very stupid reason.Keeping it so long from me?? I am just like a idiot,where you two were happy messaging. Telling me so nice that you will not hide anything from me but it is just all fake.End up i am the one who is there telling you all the things and not hiding from you.Telling me how much you miss her,how you wont be able to forget her.Thank you!!!! I hate her alot alot alot.It is just unfair to me.Having a boyfriend now and tell you she miss you a lot??? And you,having a girlfriend now and happily messaging with her ???Why can she have 2 guys??? She is flirting and you flirt back with her.I really hate it,still tell me you never flirt,lies again...I really wonder will we last ?? Someone still tell me you are a good stead and i really started to trust you BUT,all is a lies once again. Comparing me with her,ya i can tell you i lose.So what ?? I am like that,if dont like then leave.Telling me that you loves me and dont loves her but will miss her are just making me think that,are you going to lies one more time???Saying that 2years plus relationship,break less than a year will still miss her but not loves her,do you think i will believe?? Giving you one last chance and believe that you wont message her anymore.Even if you have and delete the message away i wont know.But this will be the first chance and the last chance.Baby,just hope that this wont happen again bah.And you will really cherish it bah. It really hurts me deeply.My heart is hurting,i dont know how long will it take to heal.But,i can confirm that it definitely left a scar there and i will never forget it.Everyone is wearing a masks.It will be a very hard time for me to believe you again baby.I am deeply hurt :'( Cry is all i can do.Haix :'( THANK YOU Xueling for being there to cheer me up.I only trust myself .Hope what you promise me will not be broken bah.As promises are not mend to be broken.

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TRIP TO SINGAPORE POLY!!!!!!!!!!

Wake up at 5.00am today.Marcus message me and told me that he will go school late so ask us go school first. Wash up,bathe and prepared.Left house at around 6.15am.Took 168 till Shirley house there and change to 222. Reached school at around 7.10am.Went to the toilet and saw Yitze.Sat down with her at a bench near foyer and chat chat.Awhile more,Huina came :) Sit down and talk talk Baby jiu come le :) 7.25am,went to parade square to assemble.There were House meeting.Sian nor :0 Went to first lesson,math.11.00am,went for recess.Went to our last lesson physic and i dont understand what Miss Toh is talking about.Many question mark appear above my head. IMAO :D Actually want pei Pohsuan go inter as she want to trim her eyebrow but then the time is too rush jiu never go le.We went to bubble tea shop instead.Buy 1 big bubble tea,shared with PohSuan and french fries.Eat, talk and slack there till 1.45pm jiu go back school and assemble at foyer.Went Singapore Poly and was so crowded lorr.Walk till 3.00pm plus jiu go home liao.Tired.MISS MY BABY ALOT NOW :( I AM GOING TO MEET HIM TOMORROW LE :) LOVES HIM ALOT.


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TRIP TO TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC :)

Wake up at 5.00am today.Wash up,bathe and prepared.Left house at 6.00am.Reached school at around 7.10am.Went to foyer and sit with Victor.7.25am,went to parade square to assemble.First lesson was mother tongue and we continue our composition.After that jiu art le,was give the 'O' Level paper.Teacher go through with us all the question and i decided to do the topic on sightseers.After that jiu recess liao. 11.45pm,we went to assemble at foyer and took bus to Temasek Polytechnic.It was crowded lorr.3.00pm plus,home sweet home :) Saturday,going back to Temasek Polytechnic again :)


IF YOU REALLY SO DARING,JIU COME AND BEAT ME LAHH.DONT SAY ONLY,MUST DO IT LAHH.THINK I SCARED OF YOU ARH !!!!!!!!


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THE Zzz MONSTER IS SCARY :X

Wake up at 6.00am today.Wash up,bathe and prepared.Left house at 7.00am.Waited for bus till 7.25am, bus 18 FINALLY come le.Reach Bedok inter at around 7.50am and waited for Affia darling at 8 telephones. Went to Princess Mac to find Xueling,Jonathan and Fangling :) While eating,Baby came also le :) 7.15am, slowly walk to school.Thought we were late but dont have,lucky lorr =X Went to form teacher homeroom as the floor was wet but our form teacher was not there yet and we have to wait outside for her.By the time she come,we have to go to our first lesson le.Went for Mother Tongue lesson and we were doing composition.After that we jiu went to geography lesson.Mr.Chan was telling us some of his rule & regulation.He was saying about the Zzz monster,so funny lah :D Recess did not eat only have yohourt. 1.30pm lunch till 2.00pm and went to Art.Selena jew was not here and we waste our time going there luhh. The relief teacher let us off at 1.40pm and waited for Baby and home sweet home.


To sister,
I feel that i have to say.Everyone hope that you will not patch with him as he does not deserve you.You must think that,last time when you were with him,you will always quarrel with him over small matters,even if it is his fault ,he will blame it on you.And all i heard was shouting and shouting when talking to him.Are you happy ??? To you,being with him was a torture and sometime you wish to break with him but he dont want and say will come and disturb you,will not let you have peace.Now,you can have a chance to get rid of him,why dont ?? I know you might not bear to let go him but when long,you will forget him de.We also dont know if what he said was true ??? Maybe he really got flirt the girl if not why must the girl tell you all that right ??? Stop letting yourself suffered and toturing yourself bah,let go of him.I will hack care unless you tell me you love being tortured.Hope you understand bah.


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ANGRY DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Helping ZhiWei with his sleeve

Handsome bah ??? We bought the clothe for him :)

Me with the Birthday Boy :)

Wake up at 5.00am today.Wash up,bathe and prepared.Left house at around 6.25am.Meet Marcus at my house there de bus-stop.6.30am,bus 18 come and we took.Saw Jonathan and Martin at 201 de bus stop then saw Stamford at his house there de bus-stop.Reached Shirley house there de bus-stop around 7.01am like that.We went to meet Shirley as her father drove us to school,PohSuan was there too :) Reached school at around 7.15am,lucky Shirley father drive us to school or not we will be late if take 222 :) Went to bookshop as PohSuan wanna buy books but at around 7.30am,the bookshop auntie say she cannot sell books le must go assemble le.Went to our first period,chemistry.Slept in class for awhile as the teacher talk so bored luhh. Hahas.After that lesson we jiu went to bookshop to buy books.Shirley,Baby and me realise that we actually bought the wrong english book,should be comprehension but we bought till the vocabulary one.No choice but to buy another one again.Waste our money sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Was late for class for 15mins and were asked to sit outside the class.Class ended at 3pm today as we have remedial from 1.20pm till 3.00pm.Baby did something which make me very very very angry :@

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IT IS MY FAULT PEOPLE :'(

Wake up at 5.00am in the morning.Wash up,bathe and prepared.Left house at 6.15am,meeting Marcus at my house there de bus-stop.Reached the bus-stop,Yihao was with him too.We took 168 to shirley house there de bus-stop then change 222.Reached school damn early lor,around 7.00am.Went to 7-11 to buy sweet :) Yihao was so funny lorr.We were about to reach 7-11 then he told us "7-11 haven open yet" we were all laughing and Marcus said "7-11 got close de meh??" LOLS!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahas.Acutally he saw wrong shop,he thought the saloon was 7-11.So funny can.Went to canteen to sit and chat chat.7.25am,went to parade square to assemble.Start lesson today.End school at 2.30pm.Went S21 to eat then went to Tampines Popular to buy school books and file.Saw Esther,Zhiwei,Yitze,Huina and Yisin :) After that jiu home sweet home le :)

This few days,alot of things happen to the people around me.It is just the starting of the year and so many unhappy things happen le.Firstly is my best friend,Fangling broke off with her 1 year plus boyfriend.She is feeling down,Cheerup Laopo,you still have us yah :) Next is my own sister.She and her boyfriend also just broke off.All I can say is that he is a bastard.This few things happened and i am fear,really fear.Will me be the next one???I hope it wont.God bless.Hope the 2 of them will cheerup.We will always be there for you de :)

I think i have done something wrong.It is my fault.In the first place i shouldnt message him and said he is a coward.Seem that all the words i said have become a big problem.Haix.Sorry people,it was my fault.I should told him politely that i want the phone back de.If something really happen,it is just all my fault,is i hai de.Hope nothing will happen bah :'(

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIWEI :)

Wake up at 1.30pm.Nua at bed awhile jiu go wash up,bathe and prepared.Left house at around 3.00pm plus.Meet Affia darling at Tampines Control Station.When to walk around with her and i told her i am hungry,she said wait for lam come then go eat together.We jiu went to buy Hagen Dazs ice-cream eat.Meet Lam laopo outside Charles&Keith outside.We jiu went to fourth floor to find Lam friend.After that jiu walk around waiting for Marcus,Sister,Keith and Victor.When they reached,we jiu went to buy ZhiWei birthday present.Then Baby jiu come le.After buying we jiu went to take MRT as we are going Peninsula to buy skinnies.Meet Shirley and Jonathan at Bedok platform.When to shop around for skinnies.And i bought a red skinnies,Darling also bought one :) After buying we jiu walk to MRT and went to Pasir Ris.Actually want to buy SUBWAY before going to his chalet but they say got alot of things to eat jiu never buy le.Went in,only saw Esther,Wesley and Zhiwei.Wesley BBQ food for us to eat,Thank you :) 11.00pm plus cut cake,11.30pm home sweet home.Thank you Affia Dad for sending us home :)




I dont feel Happy today :'( I am sad.I HATE MYSELF :'(
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FUN DAY :)

FUN DAY :)probation,if let Mrs.Woo,our principal knows,i will be dead man =X We were given our time-table,it is so confusing lorr,what odd week?? Even week?? *Blur* Waiting at the parade square till 8.30am and went up the hall for our learning skill program.Went to field to play some ball games.Break from 10.00am till 10.25am.Went to AVA and 12.30pm went for our lunch till 2.00pm.Went back hall.Played some games and it is fun i can say.We take a group photo together beofre we were dismiss. 5.00pm plus jiu home sweet home le :)



IHATEMYSELFALOT.IAMNOTAGOODGIRLFRIEND.MYOWNBOYFRIENDDONTTRUSTMETHINKIAMFLIRT.IAMJUSTUSELESS.INEEDNOTRUST
ISIMPLYHATEMYSELFALOT :'(

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FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Wake up at 5.30am,went to bathe and prepared.Left house at around 6.20am.Took bus 18.Actually we are suppose to meet Marcus they all and went school together with shirley they all but we are late so i asked them to go school first.Take bus 222 at Shirley house there de bus stop.Reached school at around 7.30am. Went up to the hall and find Chen Hong.Stay at hall all the way till 8.00plus,listen to Martin Chan talk. Boring :0 Went to form teacher homeroom to do some survey form and blah blah blah,10am jiu went to recess le.10.30am,went back form teacher homeroom and do mathematics test till 12.30pm.The mathematics paper is so difficult.Hahas.After that jiu home sweet home le.Tomorrow still have school till 5.00pm.Sian.

Nobody trust me.Haix :'(
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)

Firstly,HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :) 2007 is not a very good year for me as many things has happen. But anyway i wish that all the unhappy things will be gone with the year 2007 and start a new.This year i hope it will be a better year for me.May it be relationship,friends or family :) Everyone must enjoy 2008 and stay happy :) Wish i can last long with my Dear Baby.Wish Jie be happy and last long with her boy. I wish Sister can quickly solve her problem with Xiao Matt.Wish ShiWei can quickly earn till his money and get in Dog Grooming school.Wish Lam and Affia study well for their 'N' this year.Too naggy le.Hahas.Friends PLEASE dont lose contact,must always keep in touch,change number must tell me especially those who will not be in Ping Yi anymore.I will definitely miss all of you de :'(



Today wake up at around 10.00am plus.Wash up,went to fold the clothes and vacuum the floor.After that jiu went to bathe and prepared.Left house at around 1.30pm.Reached Baby house at around 3.00pm plus (if i am not wrong).Watch television,slack at his house.Fall asleep and wake up at 6.00pm.Baby went to prepared, left his house at around 7.30pm.Wait-ed for bus and not even ONE bus come.So Baby went home to take his ear-piece, mafan luhh.After that jiu take bus 65 to Tampines Mall.Settled down for dinner at Pastamania. Tampines Mall is very crowded lorr.After eating jiu take bus 293 to Cousin house.Baby jiu went to meet his friend le.Asked him to stay over at cousin house to countdown together but he say he was shy =X Hahas. Played Monopoly with Nephew,Cousin and DaSao.The first to bankrupt is Nephew then cousin.11.45pm le, i was about to bankrupt le and they told me to bankrupt before 2008.Hahas.Finally i am bankrupt at 11.50pm.We start to prepare everthing and went to the balcony to prepared.12.00pm le and we start to pop a dont know what things and from cousin house we could see the fireworks.I was very beautiful :) We were all mad le.Hahas.After that jiu watch television.HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE :)

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