24[o]5[o]7 * The day I start to loves him*

愛是一種需要 一種缺乏 所以我們都喜歡情歌
不管愛在進行中 還是仍未萌芽
不管你愛他比較多 還是他愛你比較多
愛或被愛 其實 都是一種喜悅
在朋友那兒聽說 痴心的你曾回來過
想請他替我向你問候 只為了怕見了說不出口
你對以往的感觸還多不多 曾讓我心碎的你
我依然深愛著
在朋友那兒聽說 知心的你曾找過我
我要他幫我對你隱瞞 只是怕見了面會更難過
我對以往的感觸還那麼多 曾給我幸福的你
我依然深深愛著
有一種想見不敢見的傷痛 有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你 放在我的心中
這一種想見不敢見的傷痛 讓我對你的思念越來越濃
我卻只能把你 把你放在我心中
對你的聲音 你的影 你的手
我發誓說我沒有忘記過
而關於你選擇了現在的他
我只能說我有些難過
我也真心真意的等過

I have been really really very Emo this few day !!! I dont know what had happen to me . Relationship is making me going mad . I dont know what exactly I can do to forget the past . I just had the fear . I am just fear that history will repeat itself . I dont know how to forget. If she didnt exist, I know that we will definitely be much more happy now . But why , just why can't I forget ?? Do you still Loves her? Miss her ?? Tear start to lose control and Flow down without my permission when I alway thought of this even when now I am typing this post :'( It really make me thought that I am the third parties of the 2 of you . Why must you be so unfair to me ? Her heart is fragile, you can't break her heart . You cant hurt her . My heart is fragile too . Had you thought of me ? My heart hurt easily too . You can't bear to break her heart, can't bear to hurt her feeling, then what about mine ?

Thanks Cheryl for advicing me . I know you will alway be there for me . But I will not disturb you for the time being because your O level is arriving . You had to concentrate . I shall not bother you about my problem . But anyway Thanks for listening to my problem :)

Thanks Xueling Darling !!! I really Loves her to the core . She will alway be the one who is willing to let me vent all my sadness to her and she wont feel irritating , she will even be a good listening ear giving me advice on what to do . I loves talking to her because she will tells me alot of things . I loves you darling :) Meet up soon :)

I swear this will be the last emo post of mine !!! I will be happy the next time I post :)