30th August 2008


Went to study with HuiNa , Shiwei , Yitze , Dexter , Fanglin , Grace and Baby :D Went to school early in the morning for art remedial . 8.00am till 1.00pm . Didnt paint much , was chatting with Miss Jew , Yitze and Chenhong . Hahas :D Bought lunch for Baby at Bedok Interchange and took bus 60 to Baby house with ChenHong . Eat our lunch and watch television , fall asleep while watching television . Was awake by FangLin message . Wake Baby up and went to prepare . Left house at 5.00pm plus . Meet all of them at Terminal 3 . Went to eat first as most of us were hungry . Fanglin recommend Popeyes , she says it was nice . But when we try , we were all cheated by her . It was not nice at all , never ever will i eat again .

Went Burger King to study . Did my social studies , geography holiday homework . Didnt finish it . Could not concentrate after a while and start to cam-whore . Fanglin have the same situation as me , so we went to HuiNa all table and disturb them :D Was having so much fun and laughing happily :D Home Sweet Home at around 11.20pm :D

29August 2008

Went town with Huina , Shiwei , Yitze , Dexter , Zhenchao and Baby . Went to school early in the morning for Teacher Day celebration . Actually was too lazy to go , but still , as a good girl , i went =X Have mass walk then back to school for concert . Everything end at around 11.00am . So we went Macdonald for Lunch . Xueling and I took bus 222 back to school for mathematic remedial -_-"' End at 3pm and went home . Prepared and went out at around 4.00pm plus . Meet Xueling and Jonathan at Tampines Mrt platform . They was late and i hate to wait so was a little pissed off . Went Eunos Mrt to meet Baby first . Meet Yitze all at Cinelesure . Walk around and went to eat at a dont know what shop . The food was ...... No comment . Never ever will went back there to eat again . Went Far east and shop . Sad to say , i bought nothing :( As the night is still young , we went StarBuck to slack . Xueling , Jonathan and Zhengchao did not join us . Home Sweet home at 11.50pm .

So sick and tired of life , study and everything . Sometime i do wonder , can everyone be trusted ?? May it be your sister , friend and even boyfriend ?? To me , the answer is NO !!!! I will not trust everyone fully . Due to the fear , if you put too much trust on him/her , what if one day he/she lies to you ?? Will you get hurt?? . To me , i really wish i could trust my boyfriend again like how i used to , but i dont know when will it come true . Lies have made him destroy the trust i have in him and i have the fear . If i start to trust him back , will he lie to me again ?? If i knew , what will i feel , hurt of course . So it is very confuse . To friends and sister , are they telling you the truth ?? Did they lie to you before ?? Did they backstab you or badmouth about you behind your back ?? I guess this is life and i am sure there are this kind of people around you . So , the only ways to not let yourself get hurt and to protect yourself from getting hurt , dont trust everyone fully . Sorry for the draggy post . I am just saying out all my question mark inside my mind :D

Today went to school in the morning , went art small group and i only paint a small part of my art !!! hahas :D Went to eat with Miss Jew , Francis and JiaJian . Francis order a whole table of food . I told him we wont be able to finish and his reply is " Nevermind , I like to have whole table with foods " -_-"' And yes , true enough , we didnt finish it . He brainwashed or gave us motivation lesson . Miss Jew was so kind to bought Muffin for JiaJian and me . Thanks :D Home Sweet Home at around 6.00pm plus :D

Happy Birthday Brother !!!!

Happy Birthday Brother !!! Had Mother Tongue Prelim in the morning until 12.22pm . Went Bubble tea to buy drink , then went back to school . Sit at the canteen and chit chat . 2.00pm , HuiNa all went to their oral exam . 2.30pm , went to small group . Have physic paper 2 mock test . Didnt attend a single question from section B as i dont understand AT ALL !!! Did section A but i dont know if i did correct . Hahas !!! Went Social Studies after that . All the way until 6.00pm . Went Bubble with Yitze Huina and Baby . Home Sweet Home after that :D Mum cook 面线 . After that , at around 10.00pm plus , we cut the cake :D To Brother , May all your wish come true :D Faster have a Baby , i want play with him/her :D

Peeps , this blog will be mine only . I did not share with Affia anymore . Relink me people :D

I am selling MoonCake now , anyone interested , please leave your e-mail and i will give you the details :D

21st August 2008

Had my english oral today !!!! Oh My God , all i can says is that i am so so so nervous . Was in a room with my classmate , we were like keep practising . I am the last third people . I get more and more nervous when it is near my turn . Lubna Siyin and i was like keep talking about other stuff to make us not to nervous and forget about the oral . When it was my turn , i can tell you , i was so nervous till i shiver -_-"' Overall , i think i did good for the picture but i did badly for my conversation . Hope i can pass !!!! Good Luck to those who are taking their oral on monday :D

22th August 2008

HuiNa and Yitze did not attend school !!! School was boring , feel so sleepy during math lesson and i actually regretted coming to school . Mother Tongue lesson , i did not listen instead , i study my Social Studies test . I was hoping that teacher dont give 2 of the question out of 4 but i can says lady luck is not on me , teacher gave the 2 question which i wish it will not come out :( Hope i can pass as i want the notes !!!! After school , went home prepared . Meet HuiNa and Yitze and mac to study :D Meet Lam at Guardian first . Study until 7.00pm plus , went tampines mall shop for ahwile , then we went Starbuck . 11.00pm plus , home sweet home :D

23th August 2008

Wake up at 8.00am . Went to school for mathematic remedial !!! Was feeling so tired . Lesson end at 1.50pm . Meet Baby outside school bus-stop . He also came back school to do his D&T . Has our lunch at Bedok Interchange and went Baby house . Again , he force me to bathe . He said cause i caught in the rain when walking to the bus-stop . If i dont bathe , I will catch a cold . My Baby is so sweet :D Fall alseep when watching the Olympics . Wake up at 4.35pm , went to prepare and left his house at around 5.35pm . Went Mac to find HuiNa , Yitze , Fanglin and Affia . Went to buy our movie ticket , 4bia . Bought some snack and went in for our shows . Overall , the shows is scary and funny !!! It is worth watching . After movie Affia and Fanglin went off first and the rest of us went Tampines FoodCourt for dinner . After that , we went to my house nearby and slack .

24th August 2008

Baby , Happy 15th Anniversary . Sometime you will make me angry , make me sad , make me tears , make me attitude and even lie to me , but then , i still loves you alot !!! I will try to change all my bad point just for you but there is one thing i will never ever change . Is my love for you :D We have been together for 1 year plus le , i dont know if you have trust me ?? But till now , i admit that i have not fully trust you . It just need times .But at least i know you really loves me , i believe that :D 我好爱你 ！！！

"O" LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL TOMORROW . I AM SO SO SO NERVOUS . Hope i can do well and pass my english !!! Without english or fail english , i cannot go poly , God bless me !!!!

Xueling darl , i dont know how you feels . This kind of feeling , i had never had before . I dont understand too . As it did not happen to me before . But all i know is that , telling you to be happy is impossible cause i know you cant . But i know you will try :D All i can says is that , people get old and will passed away . This is life . God are good enough to let him live till now , time is up , god is taking him away . No ones can stop or change the decision god had make . You have to face it one day too . I know you are trying very hard to be happy and not to cry . But if you are really sad and feel like crying , cry out loud , you will feel better . Stay strong and be cheerful quickly . I love the Darling which love to joke around and her laughter :D

16August2008

Went out with HuiNa , ShiWei , XueLing , Jonathan , JiaJian , Lam , Xian Eng , Affia and Baby . Victor did not join us because she went to her sister Baby One Month . Before that , went to school for Mathematic remedial . Went to meet Baby at his house bus-stop , we went to the nearby market for Lunch . Went back his house and Baby force me to bathe . Hahas !!! Watch the olympic and fall alseep . Baby wake me up at 2.30pm . Went to prepare . Waited for them so long and Baby nearly fall asleep . Meet all of them at Eunos platform . Went Cinelesure . Bought our Movie ticket and we went separate ways for our dinner . Shiwei , Fanglin , Affia , Baby and I went Hong Kong cafe while the rest went to KFC . Walk around and went to the arcade . 7.10pm , went to buy some snack . Went in for our shows , Meet Dave . Overall , the show was boring for me , it was funny but the storyline was not good . The ending ... no comment . After that , walk around and we went to Tampines Mac slack . Home Sweet Home at 11.50pm :D

15August 2008

Happy Birthday ChenHong and PohSuan !!!

Went to ChenHong BBQ at East Coast . Before that , went home to bathe and everything , went back school to attend mathematic small group lesson . After that went to Xueling Darl house to prepare . Jonathan and JiaJian came also but awhile later , they went down to eat . Meet Martin , Victor, Mel and Baby at Bedok Princess Mac as Baby , Xueling and I are having our dinner there first . Took bus 196 to East Coast . Cam-whoring with them but all the picture are with Xueling , only have me and Baby de picture :D

Reach there and wish him happy birthday . Then went to eat . They were gambling at there . Hahas !!! 10.00pm plus , cut the cake . And the poor him was being carry down to the sea right after we have finish singing the birthday song . He came back to make a wish and cut the cake :D After that , slack awhile . Chat with them . 11.00pm plus , Home Sweet Home !! Chen Hong was so funny , he thanks us for buying the cake for him :D

Okays people , congrats to me .. i have been staying at home for freaking 2 days !!!! Oh My God , i cant imagine that . I was so so so bored lorr . Fanglin 放我飞机 which means i didnt go study with her . JiaJian says he want go pastamania but dont know why , no news liao . Also dont know why never go . Hahas !!! And i was so fucking hell lazy to do my homework or even reivison . Die le la .. I dont know why i at home cannot study . Must be outside then can study . Sian !!!

okays , why i put that picture . That is because i feel that i am so fucking hell useless . Baby was sick but i did not went to take care of him . The reason was because i was waititng for fanglin to tell me whether she wanted to go study . When she confirm with me liao , baby went to rest . So did not went to visit baby . But what he says hurts me directly although he is just joking . My tears immediately roll down when i saw the message he send me . haix ... I am sorry . I am so useless . I was not there when you need me there . Sorry .. Telling you i love you but i did nothing . Hais .. I am useless and i really hate myself alot .From the past , i have already hate myself so , i am used to it . But all i can says is that , i am really sorry .